what actually happens to my physical remains is of zero interest to me. i don t want anybody seeing my body. i don t want anybody i don t want a party. reported dead. unless they can provide entertainment value in a perverse or subversive way. i mean, if you could throw me into a wood chirp, spray me into har rod s in the middle of the rush hour, that would be pretty epic. i wouldn t being mind being remembered in that way. one, two, three four five six with the radio on i m in love with massachusetts and the neon when it s cold outside and the highway when it s late at night with the radio on what the [ muted ] am i doing here? i shall explain. one minute i was standing next though a deep fryer. the next, i was watching the sunset over the sahara. i realize that one thing led directly to the other. had i not taken a dead-end dish washing job, i would not have become a cook. had i not become a cook, i would never have become a chef. had i not bec
i called helen and this tabloid shit has come out about asia and this other person. tony goes over this balcony again looking over this valley. and he is like smoking. and he is kind of alone. i go out there, and i m like, hey, man, how are you doing? is this just like are these just tabloid people with you guys you know, what s happening? he pauses. and he just says, a little [ muted ] discretion. and i was like, hey, man. i m just he s like, no, man, not you. it s, like, i don t want to have to [ muted ] deal with these you know, he s talking about asia. he didn t even look at me. he was just kind of like, just, smoking and just sort of looking out and just like [ muted ]. i wish i had said more to him in that moment.
desperate. i called helen and this tabloid shit has come out about asia and this other person. tony goes over this balcony again looking over this valley. and he is like smoking. and he is kind of alone. i go out there, and i m like, hey, man, how are you doing? is this just like are these just tabloid people with you guys you know, what s happening? he pauses. and he just says, a little [ muted ] discretion. and i was like, hey, man. i m just he s like, no, man, not you. it s, like, i don t want to have to [ muted ] deal with these you know, he s talking about asia. he didn t even look at me. he was just kind of like, just, smoking and just sort of looking