i feel like everything is ending. how did your father die? he got smoked, he got smoked, man, but it was last wednesday. and my dad didn t have a serious relationship, like a real bond. he had other kids he took care of. you know, he ain t never been able to take care of me. but at the same time i ain t holding that against him. i still got love for him. he ain t nothing but thirty-eight, nine years old. i got nothing against him. but staff can take that into consideration before making the decision. markel white was given 60 days in segregation, he lost all privileges including gym and visitation. he is on day fourteen of his stay. how has it been going in here? it is all right, man, all right sometimes.
and has pled not guilty. but lately he has been dealing with another death. i am dealing with a loss right now. you know, my daddy died. i feel like everything is ending. how did your father die? he got smoked, he got smoked, man, but it was last wednesday. and my dad didn t have a serious relationship, like a real bond. he had other kids he took care of. you know, he ain t never been able to take care of me. but at the same time i ain t holding that against him. i still got love for him. he ain t nothing but thirty-eight, nine years old. still young. he may face more time due to his dints, but staff can take that into consideration before making the decision. markel white was given 60 days in segregation, he lost all privileges including gym and visitation.
like i remember the first christmas we had together. you remember that? mm-hmm. you started crying. it wasn t the first christmas but the first christmas. the first time we really spent christmas together. yeah. i feel like i i ain t never talked about i was a kid, i was probably about 12, that was the first time i ever thought you really loved me. other than that i ain t never had i don t know what the hell love is. i rather not have shoes, clothes, all that materialistic [ bleep ] and just have my mom and my dad. that s just how i feel. i wish i would have had my mom and my dad. and i feel like i would have been all right. i would have had some morals and some principles. you know what i m saying? that s why i m so angry. because of stuff i never had. moments later edmonds jr. brings up his father s recent relationship with another woman and her young daughter. and you on the phone telling her you love her i wasn t even talking to her. you love her and her
the first time we really spent christmas together. yeah. i felt like i missed something, too. i was a kid, i was probably about 12. that was the first time i ever thought you really loved me. other than that, i ain t never had i don t know what the hell love is. i rather not have shoes, clothes, all that materialistic [ bleep ] and have my mom and my dad. that s just how i feel. i wish i would have had my mom and daddy. i feel like i would have been all right. i would have had mobiles and principles, you know what morals and principles, you know what i m saying? it s stuff i never had. moments later, edmonds jr. brings up his father s recent relationship with another woman and her young daughter. and you on the phone telling her you you love her and her child. nah, i wasn t even talking to her you love her and her child. i write you every i write you every day hold, hold. no, no, no. you ain t going to go through all that. i write you all day through the
i m trying to finish. no, no. because you ain t going to go through all that. i write you every day through the work days. and every letter i write you i tell you i love you. there s not one letter you wrote me telling me you love me. not one. don t try to make it seem like i told a little girl i love her and then i don t that s the thing. you told her, period. i m saying what do a child got to do with it? that ain t your child. it don t matter. you weren t there for me when i was 6 and 7. i was there. you wasn t there. i was out when you were 7. you weren t there. you called another man daddy. so i m saying who s supposed to be getting mad? who was with my mama when you went to penitentiary? it don t matter. that was your mama s choice. who was with my mama when you went to penitentiary? look, i only did this interview because they said you want to do it. i m saying for real, bro, we ain t got to go through this. i ain t give a [ bleep ] about this