uh, well, you know, people have this i don t i never understood this theory of how people even, you know, when it comes to the police and warrants and things like this, i think the truth is the truth. if you re doing bad, if you re doing something bad, it doesn t matter how people find out about it. was it ever romantic? pamela: he s definitely an interesting person and there s definitely a romantic kind of connection cause it s a romantic struggle. it s a very you know, we have this closeness, and i think that, you know, he s not close to people like he is to me. that i-i can really, honest i have a real personal relationship with him. - is that a yes? - an imperfect person. ( chuckles ) well, i can t say. but he s, um, he s just a one of my favorite people. you re very much anti-porn, it seems. well, i wrote a book called lust for love, which started out as the sensual revolution. i believe the sexual revolution gave us a lot of great things, but also gave us a lot of real
it gives you super fast speeds for all your devices, provides the most wifi coverage for your home, and lets you control your network with the xfi app. it s the ultimate wifi experience. xfinity xfi, simple, easy, awesome. okay, i certainly know what this is. by the way, my dad sold these in his liquor store. - he sold them in his liquor store? nice. - uh-huh. - so tell me about it. - this was the first cover i did of playboy. this was the one that i went down for. - how old were you then? - i don t know. i don t think in age, but, um, i was i was legal. ( laughter ) - okay, good. good. - okay. i don t know. did this surprise you when you looked at it? - yes, yes. - how so? what did you see when you looked at it? pamela: i don t know. i remember when they were placing the jacket,
it s kind of a relief from everything. he asks me about my life, my kids, my, you know, parents, my, um what i m doing in my life. what s just and we talk about and he kinda gets on little tangents about the bible or the glass i m drinking out of or, um, vegan food or animal rights and last time he started talking about jealousy. we talk about everything. he s just got a really interesting perspective, and i think he s a real testament to the human spirit to be in such a terrible situation and still laugh and be joyful and be excited about that he s stirring the pot and causing trouble, in a good way. and he s willing to take the heat for, you know, what he s exposing, and it s important, what he s doing. i think he s one of the most important people living. he s only exposing people to the truth. is it ill-gotten information? doesn t matter. information is information. if it s true, i want to hear about it. it s kinda saying the ends justify the means.
- he s a good person. i love it. - tell me about your life here. it s well, i m still in the south of france. i knew i d be there at this point in my life, so i m there. and i travel a lot. i m doing a magic show right now, which is kinda funny. - that s really interesting. how did that happen, too? - i know. - because this is a left turn. - well, las vegas. i did it you know, this is this is from when i was in vegas. i did the i was a magician s assistant with hans klok just for fun cause i love magic and i love to be on stage. and this is a very dangerous trick we do in germany where it s fire, spikes, gasoline. all sorts of crazy things could go wrong. and i need a little bit of excitement in my life where i create drama where there needs to be none. so, i it s good for me. but i m covered in bruises and i m always hurt and burnt and things like that. you know, it s funny because one of the things that i ve always believed is that change keeps you young. - that s it, yes. - i
and i was so uncomfortable. i just didn t want anyone touching me, and i, um, got sick. - physically sick. yeah. - you threw up? i did, i did. really glamorous. when you looked at it, did you say, god, i m pretty ? no. no. no! i just thought i didn t like my body. i didn t like any of this. - really? you picked it apart? - yeah, yeah. - did you? - yeah. - nobody else did. - oh, well. so that was the beginning of the beginning of it all, i guess. you did a sex tape that was supposed to be private. i didn t do a sex tape. tommy and i were naked at all times. and we ve videoed lots of different things in our life. and we put all of the tapes and our video cameras and everything in a safe because we had construction done at our house. and someone stole the safe, and we didn t know for months because we were having construction done at the house and it was behind a carpeted wall. and no one should have known it was there. and someone spliced together all these different times in our life