after trauma, that feeling goes into overdrive. sensing her ex-husband was a danger to her child, jen fled with lynn to southern california. when you first came here you were essentially in hiding? yeah. we were renting rooms and sleeping on couches. we were kind of semi-homeless. this place, while it looks like paradise, marks a difficult chapter in lynn s life. this is where my mom was working. she had to take very low-income jobs. you know, we were just very poor. i often couldn t get to a doctor to get my asthma medication, i didn t have glasses. it was an incredibly difficult and throughout, i kept building up my father in my memory. he became a prince in my mind. i was living this horrible
the last time jen saw her father was the one time she visited him in prison more than 20 years ago. at the time, he showed no remorse. and today she refuses to speak with him. for years, jen thought the carsons would never get out. but in 2014, a new california state program allowed elderly inmates the possibility of parole. in 2015, michael and susan received hearings. susan was denied, and michael will be seeing the board again in 2020. do you believe that over 60 years old, your father is still a danger to society? i believe that if he were released that he would be harmed or he would harm someone else, yeah.
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jen had seen some clips from the press conference over the years but we re about to watch one she s never seen before. evil doesn t create my heart is beating from hearing her voice. i need to go take a break. just take a minute. it freaked me out. you literally haven t heard her voice since then? no. you haven t seen them? my heart started racing. it just made me really overwhelmed. i know that voice, but those things he s saying are so bizarre and disturbing. and then hearing her talk in this setting with such a chipper voice makes my heart race. when serial killers target