Walter reed, there was nowhere else to go. This is a conversation that i have had with myself or anyone unable to address their depression. They start to have dark conversations about selfharm. Things continue to tick off the list. I kind of hit the Emergency Brake further. I cant be a blueprint for my children. I cannot let them be left alone or to not understand why he wouldve done that. Earlier in the year two friends of mine, one had a stroke and the other had a bad heart attack. They both had Young Children and took their lives. It was very devastating. Not because they were weaker or i was strong, i got lucky. I knew that i needed help. I didnt know what that looked like. It was presented. I reluctantly was like i dont need to go in there. I figured out this is the right choice and that is where i ended up. I know this is so hard to talk about. Just to be clear, you are saying that you had thoughts of harming yourself . Yeah. Ive said that publicly. At first i didnt. I thought at
walter reed, there was nowhere else to go. this is a conversation that i have had with myself or anyone unable to address their depression. they start to have dark conversations about self-harm. things continue to tick off the list. i kind of hit the emergency brake further. i can t be a blueprint for my children. i cannot let them be left alone or to not understand why he would ve done that. earlier in the year two friends of mine, one had a stroke and the other had a bad heart attack. they both had young children and took their lives. it was very devastating. not because they were weaker or i was strong, i got lucky. i knew that i needed help. i didn t know what that looked like. it was presented. i reluctantly was like i don t need to go in there. i figured out this is the right choice and that is where i ended up. i know this is so hard to talk about. just to be clear, you are saying that you had thoughts of harming yourself? yeah. i ve said that publicly. at