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i have met many families who have incarcerated children and i had sort of changed my thinking and i think, they are lucky, at least they can talk to their child. i felt guilty for having lost a connection with dylan. having not known that he was suffering. i think i ve learned now that as parents, ourjob is not to make our kids feel better. we are so focused on trying to make our kids feel better and what i missed was i think ourjob is to help them feel, to help them feel and understand what they feel, and i didn t do that. you know, i ll never stop wishing that i could have those years over again. never. if i saw dylan face to face and i could ask him anything, i would ask him to forgive me
i think i ve learned now that as parents, ourjob is not to make our kids feel better. we are so focused on trying to make our kids feel better and what i missed was i think ourjobis better and what i missed was i think ourjob is to help them feel, to help them feel and understand what they feel and i didn t do that. you know, i ll never stop wishing that i could have those years over again. never. if i saw dylan face to face and i could ask him anything, i would ask him to forgive me for not being a mum he deserved, for not being someone he could come to and talk to, for not knowing how to listen properly to him. i would give anything to have him come to me and