for not being a mum he deserved, for not being someone he could come to and talk to, for not knowing how to listen properly to him. i would give anything to have him come to me and put his arms around me and say "it's ok". he did something terrible that day... and it took a long time to understand why. but he's my only son and i offered him unconditional love. the funny thing is, as you know, his mum when we were together at first, she had to convince me, she wanted another child. i said no, man, i don't want somebody like me, you know? and i didn't get somebody like me, i got somebody like andy.