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- [richard] what s up there, fella? see, i m richard, your son. let me put this amplifier on you. test, test, test. how are you? i m richard. (stephen mumbles) yeah. - you re so good. thank you. (people chattering) how are you? - okay. - you good? (somber music) all right, here it goes. don t try to eat it now. not bad, huh? (somber music) you like this, don t you? i know you like this. (soft piano music) that s it, kiddo. caring for dad is a challenge of physical and mental health. it was a lonely road until i found others. - do you have nightmares? (soft piano music) - tell us about the injury. - [luke] my mind was a mess. we get lost in there. just suicidal. - with cancer, that s dangerous. - we re everywhere. - i wish i could be there for all of it. - i m not ready. - me and matthew. - join energy. - (laughs) have fun! - fall deeper in love. this is a common experience. (soft piano music) (car engines rumbling) - okay, you re almost there. we have to. no, you have to thro
my sacred space is having attended these memorial services back home and sit four rows behind the widow. i mean, that changed me. i had a little baby, you know? luke 2.0 who was at risk of not having a dad come home. i didn t wanna know how close i was to being the person who got the knock on the door. (soft music) (thunderous blasts) darling, i am really behind in correspondence. i ll make more of an effort, i promise. you know whenever i miss you, i get out your love letters to me and read them. i can hear your voice when i do and it makes me feel that you are right here next to me. finally, my mind, i will forever have the images that are seared there. i will forever see graham happy and quiet. the last person to look at him alive. i will forever remember what seemed like an eternity