Military. Was 19 and i went to the challenge all alone and the next thing i mellow was laying on the ground i was struck from behind. And you guys will hold me down one day i was pulling my pants down. And. You know. I was taking care of his business and you know struggled and i was being struck and hit and told you know told to shut up or theyd kill me. And i see i would destroy my life. I mean ive been married 3 times this luckily i have a wife right now who ive been married to for 25 years. You start wondering you start sort of you know youre coming up with reasons why things are the way they are and for a long time i kept thinking i dont know this something Something Else. I had never told anybody over 30 years i decided to tell my wife. It was the scariest moment in my life i was going tell my wife she was going to leave me and i would be lost without her i mean honest to god i couldnt i couldnt get up every morning without my wife. You know. And i told i felt horrified and i felt
Based Company Pfizer is working with german drug maker biotech and said they have already started delivering doses of their experimental vaccine here in the United States if the vaccine proves to be safe and effective it could be ready for the u. S. Distribution by the end of the year well this comes as we reported yesterday the trumpet ministration is predicting a continuous surge in new cases based on a new model where up to 3000 daily deaths will occur by june 1st the white house now predicting a death toll of 134000 this is nearly double its previous estimate well the trumpet ministration is now reportedly looking to phase out the white houses krone task force and turning it over to Pandemic Response agencies by early june meanwhile more countries around the world are easing restrictions this includes hong kong which announced plans to relax social distancing measures and even to allow schools to reopen in phases. He joined holyoke to hong kong last locally transmitted a case which
Like even as shortages of lifesaving protection for workers echoed deficiencies in the n. H. S. And questioned the viability of an end to the lockdown coming up in the show why is it called me in this countries do so much better than capitalist ones when it comes to coronavirus cancer specialist professor carol sykora called the n. H. S. The last bastion of communism tells us why its going to be difficult to read nationalize private health care and big pharma when the lockdown finally ends or will coded to make it easier to democratize parasites of capitalism on wall street as we celebrate post pandemic evidence of a global slowdown thats the perspective of Oxford University is professor Danny Dorling champions deceleration in his brand new multi dimensional analysis of the world we live in all the small going on with todays going undercover 1st with the u. S. And u. K. Among the worst cove in 1000. 00 affected countries in the world the race is on to find a vaccine u. S. President don
Negative side in some respects or because of americas or about unique medical system. But theres still this perception that the United States is the most exceptional place in the world that it was a guy but it hasnt guided during this pandemic nor has anyone actually asked the United States the guy it seems the this myth about american exceptionalism is his kind of lost its way because reality and facts on the ground a way that what do you think. Yeah theyre made to be seen whether if we go back to the new normal or the old normal what will what will remain but certainly its been shown to be a hollow shell and many of us thought that all along aside from its obvious military strength the idea that if the u. S. Doesnt lead the rest of the world everyone will run around bumping into each other has been shown to be absolutely false when in fact if anything if weve learned anything from these past few months its United States. Its hundreds or thousands of petty bureaucrats whove been runni
A family with incest. Because you know in the military when were functioning at our best a cohesive unit with brothers and sisters of the band of brothers and sisters i mean we are family when that ball and of trust is violated. The wound penetrates to the very most inner part of ones soul one psyche. I have this folder that i keep i have all my boot camp letters in it for my mother my sister and. People and. I was just going through some of this stuff and im like whats this and you know and i open it up im like oh my god. My suicide letter. Bomb im sorry for the grease that you must feel. Just because im gone physically doesnt mean i will be there spiritually i truly feel that god will take me without question even though i took my own life. Ive had the most broken thoughts of dreams and physical pain to remind me of the her if it acts upon me that happened while a duty a mother brother sister and husband should never live with knowing the horrible acts upon me find peace in knowing t