another person ain t going to be the same. a lonely, normal day like my routine has changed. like i won t wake up to hear her calling my name or visa-versa. i don t wake up to her calm decisions. gathers spirits improve, however, when he discovers a small bit of contraband, a gift secreted away inside the shampoo bottle mcdonald s left for him. samantha elaine mcdonald. she put it in there for me. so i can always have a picture of her.