another person ain't going to be the same. a lonely, normal day like my routine has changed. like i won't wake up to hear her calling my name or visa-versa. i don't wake up to her calm decisions. >> gathers' spirits improve, however, when he discovers a small bit of contraband, a gift secreted away inside the shampoo bottle mcdonald's left for him. >> samantha elaine mcdonald. she put it in there for me. so i can always have a picture of her.