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- [richard] what s up there, fella? see, i m richard, your son. let me put this amplifier on you. test, test, test. how are you? i m richard. (stephen mumbles) yeah. - you re so good. thank you. (people chattering) how are you? - okay. - you good? (somber music) all right, here it goes. don t try to eat it now. not bad, huh? (somber music) you like this, don t you? i know you like this. (soft piano music) that s it, kiddo. caring for dad is a challenge of physical and mental health. it was a lonely road until i found others. - do you have nightmares? (soft piano music) - tell us about the injury. - [luke] my mind was a mess. we get lost in there. just suicidal. - with cancer, that s dangerous. - we re everywhere. - i wish i could be there for all of it. - i m not ready. - me and matthew. - join energy. - (laughs) have fun! - fall deeper in love. this is a common experience. (soft piano music) (car engines rumbling) - okay, you re almost there. we have to. no, you have to thro
and they re kids. (kids laughing) (glass shattering) - what i really want in those moments is for him to just go away. like, retreat, retreat, you know? like, if you need to cool off, go downstairs. but that takes him admitting, like, i m having a problem right now, i need to go, and that s hard. (soft music) - at one point, amy had been, like, listen, you gotta go. like, you re out of control. your substance abuse is out of control. your behavior is unacceptable the way you re treating me and the children. it was kinda like make or break. (amy grunts) - he was imploding so much and full of so much self loathing that he was willing to throw away whatever. - go, amy. (soft music) (amy grunts)