saying, quote, i have to be honest, i feel so nervous and anxious right now. i'm sorry. i thought i could do this. i wouldn't want someone who feels this way to judge my case. i thought i could do this. she was in tears upon leaving the courtroom. another juror saying can i approach the bench to talk separately with the judge. i feel like through this line of questioning i'm getting anxiety and self-doubt. this is the level of pressure and the focus with donald trump sitting 30 feet away from them that these potential jurors are facing. for those filling out this jury box, there's little reason to believe over the course of the next six, eight weeks of this trial that those individuals will be feeling that not only inside of the courtroom but as you noted, these are family members and friends and colleagues who are becoming aware that these individuals are playing such a critical role in the trial, not only of former president, but a presumptive republican nominee to be the next one as well. >> alan, that leads me to the obvious question there, so many