developments, let's bring in arlette seanz at the white house. what more are you learning about the president's plans? >> reporter: president biden is planning on hitting the road very soon to sell this plan directly to the american people. the white house says that they want to ensure that americans know what benefits they will be receiving from that $1.2 trillion bipartisan infrastructure bill that the president will soon be signing into law. on top of the president, he will also deploy several of his cabinet officials, including transportation secretary pete buttigieg and energy secretary jennifer granholm as they are further trying to explain the things that are included in the bill. today here at the white house president biden took a victory lap, celebrating this moment as he and his administration have been trying hard to get this across the finish line for months now. take a listen to some of the benefits that the president touted as he spoke here at the white house earlier today. >> once in a generation investment that's going to create millions of jobs, modernize infrastructure, our roads, bridges, our broadband, a whole range of things, to turn the climate crisis into an opportunity. and it puts us on a path to win the economic competition of the 21st century that we faced with china and other large countries and the rest of the world. >> reporter: the president also calling this a blue collar blueprint for the country, and it really includes historic investments in roads, rails, bridges, those traditional forms of infrastructure. also, when it comes to broadband and clean and accessible water, there's also going to be a bunch of electric vehicle charging stations across the country, something that biden has really been touting about implementing since he ran for president back in 2020. but while the work is behind them on getting that bipartisan infrastructure bill passed, they still need to push forward on that larger social safety net package that's around $1.9 trillion. moderates and progressives came to an agreement last night with moderates assuring progressives that they would vote for the proposal the week of november 15th. but there are still some questions whether moderates will hold firm to that commitment, and then what happens to the bill once it heads over to the senate where senator joe manchin and others have made they might want to see changes. for now, the white house is certainly celebrating this moment. the president saying he was happy he could finally call this infrastructure week, as they are finally getting the legislative win that he's been hoping for for several months now, fred. >> thank you so much, from the white house. a little quieter now. >> yes. with me the democratic congresswoman sarah jacobs of california. so good to see you. so earlier in the evening last night you were a holdout for voting yes on the bill. what changed your mind? >> you know, i have long said that we should do both bills together and that they go together as a single package that is the president's full agenda. as it became clear that we had the agreement to be able to pass the second bill, just not yesterday, i took the president at his word and his masterful leadership in getting us to where we were and i had conversations with my colleagues from across the caucus, from every end of the idealogical spectrum, and i was confident that if we got the bipartisan infrastructure bill passed last night, that we would have the votes in place to pass the build back better act next week when we're back from recess. >> i'm curious to know what was in those conversations, because while you're a member of the progressive caucus which vowed for weeks to not vote for the infrastructure bill unless the president's infrastructure -- spend spending bill was also voted on. six members of the caucus did not vote on the bill. the president says he's confident that the bill will pass, but are you demonstrating that same kind of confidence from those conversations, why were some, their heels so dug in that they were not willing to budge on this, and might that also hold things up for the social spending bill? >> i feel very confident that we have the votes in the caucus to pass the build back better act. everyone i've talked to knows how transformative the investment will be in child care and the expanded child tax credit, in the climate change provisions. you know, as the day started yesterday, every single member of the congressional progressive caucus was ready to vote for both bills. but as it became clear that we did not have the votes for the second bill yesterday, some people felt like it wasn't the right decision. and i think it's actually great that we are the kind of party where everyone feels like they can make the decision that's best for them and their constituents, and at the end of the day we got it done and i'm confident that we are going to get the build back better act passed, and i actually think we're in a really good place where we have everyone in the caucus agreeing to what is in the current text, which is truly more than i thought we were going to get. it is a transformative piece of legislation. >> so what was the turning point for you? you sound really confident, and i'm sure the president would be happy to hear that, because he, too, sounded very confident this morning. it's been a very touch-and-go, not just the last week, but for a few months. what has been the turning point for you in your optimism? >> for me, it was two things. one, the conversation that i myself was having with members of our caucus, where i looked them in the eyes and got commitment that they were ready to vote for the build back better act as it was written, as long as the cbo score comes back as deficit neutral, which i expect it to. the president has been so involved in this process and he told us he would let us know when it was time, that when he was feeling confident he had the votes, he wouldn't ask us to take a vote that he wasn't sure he would be able to deliver. and i trust the president to get this done. >> and what do you feel like the president said in those, you know, last-hour conversations? he wouldn't reveal the people that he had those conversations with, but what do you think the content was that made him appear to you and to others to be so much more involved and engaged in helping to twist arms or convince people to vote in favor of the infrastructure plan? >> you know, the fact of the matter is, when your president says they need you, almost all of us are going to step up and say yes. and that's what happened. he had the conversations he needed to feel confident that we have the votes. i think all of us were also having our own conversations, and at the end of the day, i trust the president, both to deliver this bill in the house and to deliver it in the senate, with the help of our amazing house leadership, like speaker pelosi. i really think that we are going to get this done before thanksgiving in the house, and it's going to be so transformational for families across the country. >> in what way? you represent san diego and you believe your constituents will benefit greatly from both of these measures in what way? >> oh, 100%. so in my district, prior to covid-19, 60% of families couldn't find child care that met their needs. and we know that it has only gotten worse since the pandemic. and so the investments in child care, universal pre-k, are going to have huge impacts for my constituents. i've got to tell you, when i'm talking to them at home, regardless of their political affiliation, if they have kids, they are struggling to afford and find child care. so this is going to directly impact the thing that families are feeling the most right now. additionally, the child tax credit, the expansion of it, already over 100,000 kids in my district alone are feeling the benefit of that. we've cut childhood poverty in half with the ones that have gone out and next year it's going to be even more impactful. there are so many things that families are going to start feeling right away in this bill, and i'm so excited that we're going to be able to deliver that for them. >> so senator joe manchin of west virginia is a big obstacle when it comes to getting this spending bill passed. what's your message to him? >> my message is that this bill is actually the most fiscally responsible thing we can do. we lose over $1 trillion in gdp to the cost of child poverty in this country, we lose another $1 trillion to the cost of having women out of the workforce, mostly because they can't afford or find child care. we know that every dollar we invest in early learning and children actually saves the government $7 down the road, and i'm on the house foreign affairs and house armed services committee, and the investments we're making in the build back better act are the single most important things we can do to make sure that we are competitive in the global stage and that we are competing with china into the next century. so this bill is exactly what we need to be fiscally responsible, and i feel confident that we're going to get it through the house and the senate. >> all right, congresswoman sarah jacobs, thank you so much for taking the time to be with us today. >> of course. thank you for having me. coming up, eight killed, dozens injured, after a crowd surged at the astroworld festival in houston. see the moment when rapper travis scott realized something was horribly wrong. that's next. ♪ i had a dream that someday ♪ ♪ i would just fly, fly away ♪ my hygienist cleans with a round head. so does my oral-b my hygienist personalizes my cleaning. so does my oral-b oral-b delivers the wow of a professional clean feel every day. new projects means new project managers. you need to hire. i need indeed. indeed you do. when you sponsor a job, you immediately get your shortlist of quality candidates, whose resumes on indeed match your job criteria. visit indeed.com/hire and get started today. now to a deadly tragedy at a music festival in houston. at least eight people were killed and many more injured when a crowd surged a stage at the astroworld festival and one of the victims injured in the chaos is just 10 years old. as many as 50,000 people were attending the festival. rapper travis scott seemingly unaware of what was happening as he performed. >> what the [ bleep ] was that? >> earlier in the day friday, a stampede of people running through the vip entrance to the event. several metal detectors and people were knocked to the ground. at least one person was injured during that moment. cnn's rosa flores is covering this for us. t travis scott put out a statement and what is he saying now? >> reporter: travis scott saying, quote, i'm absolutely devastated by what took place last night. my prayers go out to the families and all those impacted by what happened at astroworld festival. houston pd has my total support as they continue to look into the tragic loss of life. yesterday we learned from officials that one 10-year-old, one child was transported to the hospital, now we're learning from texas children that pediatric patients, meaning more than one child, was transported to the hospital. we don't know more but there's a press conference scheduled at 3:00 p.m. local time. we're hoping to ask more questions to see what we can learn. here's what we know from authorities. at 9:15 yesterday, there was about 50,000 people, it was a very crowded scene. the crowd started compressing toward the stage and panic ensued. by 9:38, officials say this turned into a mass casualty event with multiple people on the ground, according to one officer who was on the scene. on the ground needing medical attention. some in cardiac arrest, others having other medical issues. a very chaotic scene. and officials say that medics and police were completely overwhelmed. now, i talked to one father who was there at the concert with his 9-year-old son and here's how he described it. take a listen. >> last night we saw them giving compressions to one gentleman for 30 minutes straight. they couldn't get any security or anybody over to help. everybody was throwing bottles and yelling and stuff, but with all the craziness of the show, you can't tell who is yelling to actually help or who is just yelling for the artist. >> reporter: now, his little boy, the 9-year-old, i also talked to him. he said he was a little scared but he was happy that he was okay this morning. authorities say that about 300 people were treated on the scene, 23 were transported to the hospital. we're learning from texas children that includes more than one child. eight individuals have died, according to authorities, but they do warn that because there are individuals who were transported in critical condition, this that number could increase. those eight individuals have not been identified. fred, we're expecting a press conference here at 3:00 p.m. local time. we're hoping to ask more questions. this, of course, is under investigation with police saying that they are reviewing tape, trying to figure out what happened. >> we'll look forward to the update. thank you so much. up next, how the climate crisis impacts mental health. we'll explain next. ♪ there are beautiful ideas that remain in the dark. but with our new multi-cloud experience, you have the flexibility you need to unveil them to the world. ♪ in business, setbacks change everything. so get comcast business internet and add securityedge. it helps keep your network safe by scanning for threats every 10 minutes. and unlike some cybersecurity options, this helps protect every connected device. yours, your employees' and even your customers'. so you can stay ahead. get started with a great offer and ask how you can add comcast business securityedge. plus for a limited time, ask how to get a $500 prepaid card when you upgrade. call today. continues in glasgow, one aspect of the climate crisis goes underexamined. how it exacts mental health. many people experience ptsd after disasters, after things like this hit their community, while others experience that trauma secondhand, manifesting in depression or anxiety and others struggle over a nagging fear of the state of the planet. dr. lisa van susstren is a psychologist who focused on climate change and so the co-authority of "emotional inflammation, discover your triggers and reclaim your equilibrium". so good to see you. >> thank you for having me. this is a really important conversation. i'm glad we're having it. >> it really is and these are anxious times for so many reasons. so what is it about the climate crisis that is so potent from a mental health standpoint? >> well, we talk a lot about the planetary instability, but there's also a personal instability that comes -- it's not just these devastating storms outside, it's the storms inside. when we see people suffering, when we imagine that they could be suffering, when we contemplate the loss of our belongings, our pets, our houses, our communities, there's an enormous amount of trauma that comes either from having experienced it or from having seen someone experience it, or vicariously knowing others are. so we can plant, we can rebuild, we can restore, but inside those psychological scars are much harder to treat. >> so you touched on a lot there. yes, even from the standpoint if you haven't experienced it and you're witnessing it, you then do anticipate, my gosh, what would i do if that happened to me, what if. so are there coping mechanisms for those who haven't experienced it but are anticipating it, versus coping mechanisms for those who have been directly impacted? >> you could say, if you were going to be very nuanced about it, the answer is yes. and i have talked about -- actually popularized the term pre-traumatic stress. i don't call it a disorder because you can make the case that if you've heard all of the things that the scientists tell us are coming our way and we're upset about it, that that's a natural reaction, that's a healthy reaction. what isn't a healthy reaction is to pretend that it's not happening. and that's the crux of the issue and it really goes to what we can do. so you don't want to freak people out, but you don't want to falsely reassure people, either. telling people and recognizing what it is that we are facing, looking at that uncertainty, the what, when, where and why, figuring that out and then pivoting to, here's what i -- or better even we can do about it. make your climate action plan. there's plenty we can do about it. >> so how do you do that? what is your climate action plan? you're not saying, you know, make sure you've got the proper insurance lined up. you're really talking about how you are as a human being going to process a potential trauma, how you prepare yourself well ahead of you actually experiencing it. >> so here's what we know. we know that anxiety, stress, et cetera, is most pronounced when we feel uncertainty. so that's the first step. that anxiety is on the ceiling when we feel this uncertainty. of course, we do feel this uncertainty. but we can mitigate, lower that uncertainty, by looking at the conditions that are around us. what are we likely in the regions we live in going to suffer, either now or in the future. get to know the regional issues, get to understand when that could arise, how it could arise, et cetera, and then, again, this is this very important two-step process. you go from looking at reducing that uncertainty and getting yourself segued to this is what i'm going to do about it. and as i say, when you do something personally, that's one thing. but we can do things personally, getting yourselves ready to make a quick evacuation. i have a friend who is an er doctor who has goldfish and they have a tupperware plastic bin, and he can dump those goldfish and he's not worried about his pets anymore. but you can go then to what you can do professionally or publicly, joining groups. that's really the magic sauce, being involved with others. and then there's politically, make sure we look at what we can do politically. upstream policies are really what's going to address not just the symptoms, but the causes. >> this is so fascinating. so we heard climate activist greta thunberg voice a feeling a lot of young people have had when it comes to crisis and we're acknowledging the problem but we're still not doing enough to solve it. take a listen to how she puts it. >> this is no longer the climate conference. this is now a global north green wash festival. [ cheers and applause ] >> a two-week long celebration of business as usual and blah, blah, blah. >> so what are your thoughts when you hear from, you know, young people such as her, just say, you know, wake up, and don't ignore it, don't become complacent? because that does seem to be the human response naturally. >> it does, and we could spend a whole day on talking about the five "d", disavow, downplaying, et cetera. the kids recognize they are at the tip of the spear. they know that the cumulative toll of not taking action is going to land on them. so, of course, their anxiety is much more acute, and i'm seeing an epidemic of climate anxiety in young people. i was the expert witness on the psychological damages to young people in a case against the federal government for inaction. i learned firsthand what goes through their minds and there's an enormous amount of anguish, despair, outrage, fear, and they are very compelling because they are new to the world, they haven't been the ones that emitted the greenhouse gases or made the lifestyles that are contributing to the problem but they're dis proportionately exposed to it. >> thank you so much for your time. i appreciate your research and sharing this valuable information. >> thanks for giving me this opportunity. coming up, an emotional day in the courtroom during the murder trial for three men accused of killing ahmaud arbery. that, as the judge says there appear to be intentional discrimination in the selection of the jury. that's next. wealth is breaking ground on your biggest project yet. worth is giving the people who build it a solid foundation. wealth is shutting down the office for mike's retirement party. worth is giving the employee who spent half his life with you, the party of a lifetime. wealth is watching your business grow. worth is watching your employees grow with it. principal. for all it's worth. do you take aspirin? 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>> fredricka, it was almost inevitable to come out like this, really, because if you are a black person it was so much harder to get through jury selection in this case. the lawyers were questioning them very intensively about, do you know anyone connected to ahmaud arbery, have you discussed his case in the community, have you read social media posts. so by the time they got to a pool of qualified jurors, people who said i know about the case, but i still have an open mind, it was 25% at that point african-american. so you still could have an almost representative jury of this community, which is about one-third african-american, but then the defense struck 11 out of 12 african-americans from the jury, because, presumably, they want a jury that looks like their clients. and here we have three white men who are accused of this murder and i think how you perceive this evidence is going to be critically important, and for the defense, this is the jury i think they wanted. >> it also sounds like you've set the stage for a pretty good argument to have a change of venue, because this area was so saturated with coverage and because it's a small town and it's likely that someone knows somebody, knows somebody, who was involved in this case. why wasn't there a greater push to change the venue? >> well, that's a great question. normally to change the venue, it's got to come from the defense, because the idea is the defendants are entitled to a fair trial, it's a sixth amendment right, so if you think you're not going to get a fair trial, you file a motion to change the venue. but we saw this defense team do exactly what they wanted to do. they wanted this trial here. they thought that the demographics would favor them. they thought there was a possibility that people in the community had heard about their clients or had some favorable impression of their clients, and so now the jury that they're left with are people that do, that do have some familiarity, not just with the facts of the case, but they've seen this video and they don't believe this was murder. so when you think about that and the evidence that we've seen, it's almost incredible to believe there are people that have that impression, but those are the people that are serving on this jury. >> and the video, as you mentioned, is very graphic. it was hard for ahmaud arbery's mom to watch it, but at the same time, she says she felt like she needed to see it, as difficult as it was. there were jurors who put their head down, covered their eyes because it was difficult for them to see. so this is going to be impactful. this is probably the most critical, most important piece of evidence, is it not? and is there a way in which to discern which way the jury will ultimately go, just by their visceral reaction to seeing it? >> well, it's a very difficult video to watch, but it is critically important that we have this video. i don't think there's any doubt that without this video there would be no trial. there would be no prosecution. as you may recall, this shooting happened months before these people were arrested and charged, and that only happened once the video was released. because most people, when they saw this video, they said this is murder, and these people need to be arrested, put in jail and put on trial. so the state is going to focus on this video. they played it some during their opening statement. their first witness talked about it. i bet they're going to have almost every one of their witnesses talking about the video, because it is so impactful, it is visceral. that's going to be the reaction of the jury. it's a very strong piece of evidence. >> thank you so much for being with us. >> thank you. still to come, the economic recovery is ramping up, so why are everyday americans still feeling the pinch? 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>> well, actually, they are red hot and most americans are feeling it. >> how? >> it's incredibly -- how? there are very, very, very few people who want jobs who can't get them. almost all the unemployment in america is people who don't want to work and refuse to get jobs. we are now in a situation we have not been in in a big way since world war ii, which is to say there's enormous surplus of people wanting to hire, as compared to those who are wanting to work. we have a huge, huge, huge gap of people who refuse to work. and why they refuse to work, i don't know. but maybe they don't think pay is high enough, maybe they're not feeling well. but we have a very, very strong economy. and with good reason. the federal reserve and the treasury have been pumping money into this economy at a breathtaking, astonishing rate, and it has paid off. all the theories that we economists were taught in college and graduate school turned out to be true. at first they didn't seem to be true, but they're very true right now. they're doing great. the piper has to be paid. there will be inflation. we're already seeing some of it. but not much. and probably there is more down the road. >> and then what happened last night with the infrastructure bill, in that it passed? do you feel very hopeful about that, particularly because it alluded so many prior administrations. they tried to get infrastructure plans in place and now you've got the passage of this one. how might this change the landscape in your view? >> i don't think it's going to change the landscape this year, next year or the year after or the year after that, won't change it very much. $1.2 trillion is a hell of a lot to you or me, but it is not a lot to an economy of this size and it will be spread out over a number of years. but it does add to the deficit. what we're doing, unfortunately, is adding to the deficit at a breathtaking, phenomenal, incredible rate. eventually, in one way or another, it has to be paid. either it has to be paid back or we have to pay the interest on it or both, or it's going to create inflation. but you cannot endlessly pump money into the economy without it having some effect. most of your viewers don't know about germany, but this is a lot like what happened in germany after world war i. the government faced economic uncertainty and responded by printing enormous amounts of money and this led to inflation on a scale so big that it would take a wheelbarrow full of money to buy a loaf of bread. we're not anywhere remotely near that. but anyone who does shopping, and i do all the shopping in my family, my wife refuses to go into a grocery store, she never has and we've been married 55 years. anyway, so -- >> lucky gal. >> she's a goddess, an absolute goddess. anyway, but if you go to the grocery store, you see it, you feel it. you see it especially at the meat counter, fresh fish counter, you see it all over the place. but generally speaking, you really see it when you go to the gas station. but you don't see that much of it. it's coming down the road. i don't see how we can avoid it. but we will eventually have to pay the piper and the piper will be paid in the form of inflation. >> since you're the shopper in the household, then you are feeling and seeing firsthand the whole supply chain problems. so what do you think it's going to take to, you know, unleash things, for things to be distributed, for the truckers to get back out there in full force, for those cargos to be off-loaded? >> it's about money, my friend and colleague, it's about money. if they pay enough money. >> where is the money coming from? >> being a trucker is a very, very hard job. it's an incredibly hard job. you try it sometime. it's really, really hard work. they don't pay enough. they have to pay them more, make their work conditions better. we need more truckers. they deserve to be paid more. they're not being given the respect in terms of money and working conditions they deserve. we'll get them back, but they have to be paid more. that will add to the price of the things we buy at the grocery store or any other store, or even online, and we're going to see a big increase in in the trucking industry. those guys are underpaid. >> yeah. ben stein, we knew you had all the answers. that's why we called upon you. we're so glad you said yes. take care. happy shopping by the way, too, since you like to shop. how a can of paint and a canvas helped a woman with bipolar disease helped her find balance. 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"cnn newsroom" continues with ryan nobles right now. >> hi, even. i'm ryan nobles. jim acosta has the day off. tragedy at a music festival. eight died, many more injured after a crowd rushed the stage at an astroworld festival last night. this video shows rapper travis scott pause his set on stage as he saw an ambulance approaching. the surge sparked chaos in the crowd of 50,000 people and completely overwhelmed medical personnel. people in the crowd attempted cpr on the injured, according to