the cost of covid. for over 12 months, the bbc joined a vicar and a pastor on the frontlines in burnley, struggling in a pandemic—fuelled crisis as lockdowns were imposed and covid rates soared. iama i am a broken, recovering drug addict. i i am a broken, recovering drug addict. ., ., , i am a broken, recovering drug addict. ., . ., . addict. i got a second chance. i love the _ addict. i got a second chance. i love the poor _ addict. i got a second chance. i love the poor because - addict. i got a second chance. i love the poor because i - addict. i got a second chance. | i love the poor because i know i love the poor because i know i am the poor. and as long as i brave, i will serve the poor. as covid brings crisis to so many, in burnley, people of faith are stepping up to the front line. this is their story in a year of loss, hardship, but also hope. we in a year of loss, hardship, but also hope.— in a year of loss, hardship, but also hope. in a year of loss, hardship, but also hoe. ~ , ., but also hope. we must act now to contain _ but also hope. we must act now to contain this _ but also hope. we must act now to contain this autumn - but also hope. we must act now to contain this autumn surge. i to contain this autumn surge. stay at home. protect the nhs and save lives. we stay at home. protect the nhs and save lives.— and save lives. no need to ush, and save lives. no need to push. there _ and save lives. no need to push, there is _ and save lives. no need to push, there is plenty. - and save lives. no need to push, there is plenty. you| and save lives. no need to - push, there is plenty. you see all these _ push, there is plenty. you see all these people, _ push, there is plenty. you see all these people, they - push, there is plenty. you see all these people, they have i all these people, they have children. hungry children. we need social— children. hungry children. we need social distancing or we are going to get in trouble. it are going to get in trouble. [it is are going to get in trouble. is hard to are going to get in trouble. it is hard to keep your distance when you are cold and hungry. politician so it is coronavirus, because if you are poor you have no chance. it is poor you have no chance. it is november — poor you have no chance. it is november 2020 _ poor you have no chance. it is november 2020 and - poor you have no chance. it is november 2020 and burnley has already faced months of restrictions. now a second national lockdown.- restrictions. now a second national lockdown. people are cominu national lockdown. people are coming down _ national lockdown. people are coming down here _ national lockdown. people are coming down here for- national lockdown. people are coming down here for hot - national lockdown. people are. coming down here for hot food. tuna passerby can all sorts in here — tuna passerby can all sorts in here for— tuna passerby can all sorts in here. for people in this car park. — here. for people in this car park. this _ here. for people in this car park, this is salvation. unable to net a park, this is salvation. unable to get a job- _ park, this is salvation. unable to get a job- i _ park, this is salvation. unable to get a job. i am _ park, this is salvation. unable to get a job. i am caring - park, this is salvation. unable to get a job. i am caring for i park, this is salvation. unable to get a job. i am caring for a | to get a job. i am caring for a disabled person _ to get a job. i am caring for a disabled person full-time. it| disabled person full—time. it is disabled person full—time. is hard to get food for disabled person full—time.- is hard to get food for myself because i haven't got much money and i can't go out. they mean everything _ money and i can't go out. they mean everything to _ money and i can't go out. they mean everything to us. - money and i can't go out. they mean everything to us. we - money and i can't go out. they l mean everything to us. we have nurses over _ mean everything to us. we have nurses over there _ mean everything to us. we have nurses over there because - mean everything to us. we have| nurses over there because these guys _ nurses over there because these guys can't — nurses over there because these guys can't access healthcare. that — guys can't access healthcare. that is — guys can't access healthcare. that is what is happening. the need _ that is what is happening. the need is — that is what is happening. the need is massive, absolutely coiossah _ need is massive, absolutely colossal. | need is massive, absolutely colossal. , ' need is massive, absolutely colossal-— colossal. i suffer from depression _ colossal. i suffer from depression and - colossal. i suffer from depression and this i colossal. i suffer from - depression and this coronavirus has made — depression and this coronavirus has made it— depression and this coronavirus has made it ten— depression and this coronavirus has made it ten times - depression and this coronavirus has made it ten times worse. if it hadn't— has made it ten times worse. if it hadn't been_ has made it ten times worse. if it hadn't been for— has made it ten times worse. if it hadn't been for all— has made it ten times worse. if it hadn't been for all these, - has made it ten times worse. if it hadn't been for all these, i. it hadn't been for all these, i would — it hadn't been for all these, i would basically— it hadn't been for all these, i would basically be _ it hadn't been for all these, i would basically be dead. - it hadn't been for all these, i would basically be dead. i. it hadn't been for all these, i would basically be dead. i have seen peeple — would basically be dead. i have seen people working _ would basically be dead. i have seen people working that - would basically be dead. i have seen people working that can't| seen people working that can't make ends meet.— seen people working that can't make ends meet. anytime you have money. _ make ends meet. anytime you have money, it _ make ends meet. anytime you have money, it disappears - have money, it disappears fasier— have money, it disappears faster than you make it. the bills— faster than you make it. the bills follow it up. with coronavirus, it is not easy to cope — coronavirus, it is not easy to cope he _ coronavirus, it is not easy to cope. he helps out wherever you are stuck — cope. he helps out wherever you are stuck-— are stuck. are you worried about coronavirus? - are stuck. are you worried about coronavirus? yes. i are stuck. are you worried i about coronavirus? yes. stay are stuck. are you worried - about coronavirus? yes. stay at home. protect _ about coronavirus? yes. stay at home. protect your _ about coronavirus? yes. stay at home. protect your family. - about coronavirus? yes. stay at home. protect your family. i- home. protect your family. i would love _ home. protect your family. i would love to. _ home. protect your family. i would love to. at _ home. protect your family. i would love to. at the - home. protect your family. i would love to. at the can't, | would love to. at the can't, the — would love to. at the can't, the job— would love to. at the can't, the job i_ would love to. at the can't, the job i do doesn't allow me to stay— the job i do doesn't allow me to stay at— the job i do doesn't allow me to stay at home. it is physically demanding inside a very hectic, busy weaving shed. ithink— very hectic, busy weaving shed. i think they all have chocolate! - i think they all have chocolate!— i think they all have chocolate! �* , , ., i think they all have chocolate! , , ., ., chocolate! all this is laid on b the chocolate! all this is laid on by the pastor. _ chocolate! all this is laid on by the pastor. tonight, - chocolate! all this is laid on i by the pastor. tonight, some chocolate! all this is laid on - by the pastor. tonight, some of these guys _ by the pastor. tonight, some of these guys are _ by the pastor. tonight, some of these guys are sleeping - by the pastor. tonight, some of these guys are sleeping on - by the pastor. tonight, some of these guys are sleeping on the l these guys are sleeping on the concrete. this is the church i represent. the level of need here in burnley at the moment is i think unprecedented, and it is upsetting. visiting a family who have no carpet, my gas, electric, no food. it gas, electric, no food. it broke my heart because nobody cared _ broke my heart because nobody cared for— broke my heart because nobody cared for them. they fell through— cared for them. they fell through the cracks. hot noodles, that kind of stuff. this — noodles, that kind of stuff. this is _ noodles, that kind of stuff. this is st _ noodles, that kind of stuff. this is st matthew 's church. this is st matthew �*s church. father alex supports pastor nick. many are desperately looking for help. i nick. many are desperately looking for help.— nick. many are desperately looking for help. i think the --eole looking for help. i think the people are _ looking for help. i think the people are being _ looking for help. i think the people are being forgotten| people are being forgotten about _ people are being forgotten about. it is about money and numbers— about. it is about money and numbers and statistics. we can't — numbers and statistics. we can't rely— numbers and statistics. we can't rely on a foodbank. it doesn't _ can't rely on a foodbank. it doesn't seem right. it doesn't seem — doesn't seem right. it doesn't seem modern day britain, but it is. , , ., is. the biggest part of coronavirus _ is. the biggest part of coronavirus has - is. the biggest part of coronavirus has beenl is. the biggest part of i coronavirus has been the loneliness. you look like you are on the mend, honestly you go. i are on the mend, honestly you to. ., , are on the mend, honestly you go. i hope so. i keep trying to force myself— go. i hope so. i keep trying to force myself to _ go. i hope so. i keep trying to force myself to eat. _ go. i hope so. i keep trying to force myself to eat. most - go. i hope so. i keep trying to i force myself to eat. most days, arsenic is _ force myself to eat. most days, arsenic is on — force myself to eat. most days, arsenic is on the _ force myself to eat. most days, arsenic is on the road _ force myself to eat. most days, arsenic is on the road helping i arsenic is on the road helping people like viv. she is 55. i people like viv. she is 55. i stopped eating for about a week _ stopped eating for about a week it _ stopped eating for about a week itjust— stopped eating for about a week. itjust ended - stopped eating for about a week. itjust ended up - week. itjust ended up collapsing _ week. itjust ended up collapsing on - week. itjust ended up collapsing on my- week. itjust ended up - collapsing on my bathroom floor and i_ collapsing on my bathroom floor and l was — collapsing on my bathroom floor and i was there _ collapsing on my bathroom floor and i was there for— collapsing on my bathroom floor and i was there for i— collapsing on my bathroom floor and i was there for i think- collapsing on my bathroom floor and i was there for i think i - and i was there for i think i was — and i was there for i think i was there _ and i was there for i think i was there a _ and i was there for i think i was there a full— and i was there for i think i was there a full day. - and i was there for i think i was there a full day. so - and i was there for i think i was there a full day. so i i and i was there for i think i i was there a full day. so i had hypothermia _ was there a full day. so i had hypothermia-— hypothermia. living alone in isolation brought _ hypothermia. living alone in isolation brought back - hypothermia. living alone in| isolation brought back painful memories. it isolation brought back painful memories-— memories. it brought it all back. i lost _ memories. it brought it all back. i lost my _ memories. it brought it all back. i lost my husband, l memories. it brought it all back. i lost my husband, i| back. i lost my husband, i buried _ back. i lost my husband, i buried two— back. i lost my husband, i buried two of— back. i lost my husband, i buried two of my - back. i lost my husband, i buried two of my babies i back. i lost my husband, i. buried two of my babies and i haven't— buried two of my babies and i haven't cried. _ buried two of my babies and i haven't cried. yeah. - buried two of my babies and i haven't cried. yeah. no - buried two of my babies and i. haven't cried. yeah. no mother wants— haven't cried. yeah. no mother wants to — haven't cried. yeah. no mother wants to go _ haven't cried. yeah. no mother wants to go through _ haven't cried. yeah. no mother wants to go through that. - haven't cried. yeah. no mother wants to go through that. it - wants to go through that. it has — wants to go through that. it has brought— wants to go through that. it has brought every- wants to go through that. it has brought every momentl wants to go through that. it - has brought every moment back. when _ has brought every moment back. when you — has brought every moment back. when you collapsed, _ has brought every moment back. when you collapsed, what - has brought every moment back. when you collapsed, what went i when you collapsed, what went through your mind? just when you collapsed, what went through your mind?— through your mind? just let me io, through your mind? just let me to, let through your mind? just let me go. let me--- — through your mind? just let me go, let me... you _ through your mind? just let me go, let me... you know, - through your mind? just let me go, let me... you know, my. go, let me... you know, my number— go, let me... you know, my number must _ go, let me... you know, my number must be _ go, let me... you know, my number must be up. - go, let me... you know, my number must be up. i- go, let me... you know, my. number must be up. i thought go, let me... you know, my- number must be up. i thought my time _ number must be up. i thought my time was — number must be up. i thought my time was up _ number must be up. i thought my time was up— time was up. she was trapped inside the _ time was up. she was trapped inside the house, _ time was up. she was trapped inside the house, like - time was up. she was trapped inside the house, like being i inside the house, like being trapped inside your own mind. you can't go out. a lot of people... she stopped living. she just stopped. people. .. she stopped living. she just stopped.— she just stopped. what have these past — she just stopped. what have these past six _ she just stopped. what have these past six months - she just stopped. what have these past six months been | she just stopped. what have i these past six months been like for you? these past six months been like for ou? . , these past six months been like for ou? ., , , . for you? really difficult. because _ for you? really difficult. because during - for you? really difficult. because during the - for you? really difficult. because during the day| for you? really difficult. - because during the day job, the because during the dayjob, the prayers, — because during the dayjob, the prayers, the pastoral calls, funeral— prayers, the pastoral calls, funeral services, trying to be a dad. — funeral services, trying to be a dad, parent, and you have got this massive cloud that isjust set up — this massive cloud that isjust set up their. this massive cloud that is 'ust set up mini set up their. coronavirus. coronavirus, _ set up their. coronavirus. coronavirus, yeah. - set up their. coronavirus. coronavirus, yeah. the i set up their. coronavirus. i coronavirus, yeah. the local government _ coronavirus, yeah. the local government association - coronavirus, yeah. the local| government association said that from march to august 2020, 4 million people in households with children experienced food insecurity. with children experienced food insecurity-— insecurity. anybody that is oor insecurity. anybody that is poor and _ insecurity. anybody that is poor and has _ insecurity. anybody that is poor and has been - insecurity. anybody that is i poor and has been suffering, covid has tenfold it. poor and has been suffering, covm has tenfold it.- covid has tenfold it. food arcel, covid has tenfold it. food parcel. pay- _ covid has tenfold it. food parcel, pay. thank- covid has tenfold it. food parcel, pay. thank you. i covm has tenfold it. foodl parcel, pay. thank you. for pete, parcel, pay. thank you. for pete. an— parcel, pay. thank you. for pete, an issue _ parcel, pay. thank you. for pete, an issue with - parcel, pay. thank you. for pete, an issue with his - parcel, pay. thank you. fr?" pete, an issue with his family public benefits meant payday loans and financial crisis. got it down now. _ loans and financial crisis. got it down now. what _ loans and financial crisis. got it down now. what stress - loans and financial crisis. got it down now. what stress did j it down now. what stress did that do to — it down now. what stress did that do to you? _ it down now. what stress did that do to you? put - it down now. what stress did that do to you? put me - it down now. what stress did that do to you? put me into l that do to you? put me into depression. _ that do to you? put me into depression, i— that do to you? put me into depression, i assaulted - that do to you? put me into depression, i assaulted my| depression, iassaulted my wife. if you like you are just a number. i wife. if you like you are 'ust a numbeni wife. if you like you are 'ust a number. ., ., ., , , ., a number. i go into houses and sometimes _ a number. i go into houses and sometimes i — a number. i go into houses and sometimes i have _ a number. i go into houses and sometimes i have children - sometimes i have children ripping _ sometimes i have children ripping the bags to get at the food — ripping the bags to get at the food as— ripping the bags to get at the food as i_ ripping the bags to get at the food as i carried them into the door~ — and it is not all right, that. that— and it is not all right, that. that is— and it is not all right, that. that is not all right. and it wasn't _ that is not all right. and it wasn't as— that is not all right. and it wasn't as bad as that before the virus _ wasn't as bad as that before the virus-— wasn't as bad as that before the virus. .,, ., ~ .~ , the virus. pastor mick says he is hearing _ the virus. pastor mick says he is hearing more _ the virus. pastor mick says he is hearing more and _ the virus. pastor mick says he is hearing more and more - the virus. pastor mick says he is hearing more and more of. is hearing more and more of these stories. it is hearing more and more of these stories.— these stories. it affects --eole these stories. it affects people 's _ these stories. it affects people 's lives. - these stories. it affects people 's lives. the - these stories. it affects - people 's lives. the unfairness of health deprivation. - people 's lives. the unfairness of health deprivation. i - people 's lives. the unfairness of health deprivation. i feel. of health deprivation. i feel an: of health deprivation. i feel angry because _ of health deprivation. i feel angry because people - of health deprivation. i feel| angry because people aren't listening. angry because people aren't listeninu. ~ . angry because people aren't listening-— angry because people aren't listeninu. ~ ., ., ., , listening. what has coronavirus men for your — listening. what has coronavirus men for your care? _ listening. what has coronavirus men for your care? stopped i listening. what has coronavirus men for your care? stopped it. | men for your care? stopped it. i'm men for your care? stopped it. l'm supposed _ men for your care? stopped it. l'm supposed to _ men for your care? stopped it. i'm supposed to have - men for your care? stopped it. i'm supposed to have a - men for your care? stopped it. i'm supposed to have a blood i i'm supposed to have a blood test — i'm supposed to have a blood test last _ i'm supposed to have a blood test last month, and i can't. it test last month, and i can't. it will— test last month, and i can't. it will be _ test last month, and i can't. it will be another six months. may— it will be another six months. may was _ it will be another six months. may was last time i had mine done — may was last time i had mine done i— may was last time i had mine done. i hadjust been may was last time i had mine done. i had just been found after— done. i had just been found after six _ done. i had just been found after six months of being left without — after six months of being left without her, what they thought was two — without her, what they thought was two hernias, it is not. it is one — was two hernias, it is not. it is one huge hernia. i can't be operated _ is one huge hernia. i can't be operated on. because i won't survive — operated on. because i won't survive it. — operated on. because i won't survive it. so operated on. because i won't survive it— survive it. so sheila now relies on _ relies on family, especially her granddaughter. because i don't want — her granddaughter. because i don't want to _ her granddaughter. because i don't want to be _ her granddaughter. because i don't want to be on _ her granddaughter. because i don't want to be on the - her granddaughter. because i i don't want to be on the system because — don't want to be on the system because i— don't want to be on the system because i am already dying. i because i am already dying. can't do because i am already dying. i can't do anything to help. i just— can't do anything to help. i just have _ can't do anything to help. i just have to— can't do anything to help. i just have to sit _ can't do anything to help. i just have to sit back - can't do anything to help. i just have to sit back and i can't do anything to help. i- just have to sit back and watch it. ., , , ., just have to sit back and watch it. ., , .,�* just have to sit back and watch it. ., , , it. yeah, but you don't sit back, it. yeah, but you don't sit back. do _ it. yeah, but you don't sit back, do you? _ it. yeah, but you don't sit back, do you? no, - it. yeah, but you don't sit back, do you? no, i- it. yeah, but you don't sit back, do you? no, i can't| it. yeah, but you don't sit i back, do you? no, i can't do that. i back, do you? no, i can't do that- i can — back, do you? no, i can't do that. i canjust _ back, do you? no, i can't do that. i can just be _ back, do you? no, i can't do that. i canjust be here. - back, do you? no, i can't do i that. i canjust be here. there is nothing _ that. i canjust be here. there is nothing we _ that. icanjust be here. there is nothing we can— that. i canjust be here. there is nothing we can do. - that. i canjust be here. there is nothing we can do.- is nothing we can do. there is not many _ is nothing we can do. there is not many people _ is nothing we can do. there is not many people with - is nothing we can do. there is not many people with that, i is nothing we can do. there is i not many people with that, and even less with two. the not many people with that, and even less with two.— even less with two. the first lad on even less with two. the first lady on saturday _ even less with two. the first lady on saturday came - even less with two. the first lady on saturday came and i even less with two. the first i lady on saturday came and she brought down a daughter who had killed herself. brute brought down a daughter who had killed herself.— killed herself. we pray... you have to try — killed herself. we pray... you have to try and find _ killed herself. we pray... you have to try and find words. i killed herself. we pray... you. have to try and find words. you have to try and find words. you have two. _ have to try and find words. you have two, yeah. _ have to try and find words. you have two, yeah. you _ have to try and find words. you have two, yeah. you will- have two, yeah. you will get there. have two, yeah. you will get there- you _ have two, yeah. you will get there. you will _ have two, yeah. you will get there. you will get - have two, yeah. you will get there. you will get there. i there. you will get there. without their support, what would have happened to you? me. would have happened to you? me, i would probably be where my daughter is now. up there. i probably— daughter is now. up there. i probably would have took my own life. ., ,.,, ., probably would have took my own life. ., , ., ~ .~ probably would have took my own life. ., , ., ~ ., life. together, pastor mick and father alex _ life. together, pastor mick and father alex in _ life. together, pastor mick and father alex in the _ life. together, pastor mick and father alex in the hope - life. together, pastor mick and father alex in the hope of- father alex in the hope of thousands through this crisis. sorry. i'm sorry about getting upset, — sorry. i'm sorry about getting upset, because you know, it ism — upset, because you know, it ism you— upset, because you know, it is... you carry people's bertens _ is... you carry people's bertens. —— burdens. you try to tell them — bertens. —— burdens. you try to tell them it _ bertens. —— burdens. you try to tell them it is all right. they are so— tell them it is all right. they are so upset, so upsetting. united kingdom has recorded highest number of covid deaths in a 24—hour period since the pandemic struck last year at more than 1600. experts say it is likely that the coming weeks will see figures even higher than this. will see figures even higher than this-— will see figures even higher than this. ~ ., ,, , ., ., than this. we thank you for the lives... than this. we thank you for the lives- -- we _ than this. we thank you for the lives... we thank— than this. we thank you for the lives... we thank you - than this. we thank you for the lives... we thank you for - than this. we thank you for the lives... we thank you for the i lives... we thank you for the love — lives... we thank you for the love in— lives... we thank you for the love. �* , , . ., love. in burnley, the second wave has — love. in burnley, the second wave has taken _ love. in burnley, the second wave has taken a _ love. in burnley, the second wave has taken a heavy - love. in burnley, the second wave has taken a heavy toll| love. in burnley, the second i wave has taken a heavy toll on the poorest. wave has taken a heavy toll on the poorest-— wave has taken a heavy toll on the poorest. amen. amen. my da s are the poorest. amen. amen. my days are full. _ the poorest. amen. amen. my days are full, seeing _ the poorest. amen. amen. my days are full, seeing families i days are full, seeing families dealing — days are full, seeing families dealing with the torment, the death, — dealing with the torment, the death, the tears, you know, and the devastation that these times— the devastation that these times are causing us. deaths from all causes _ times are causing us. deaths from all causes join - times are causing us. deaths from all causes join the - times are causing us. deaths i from all causes join the second wave in burnley with 60% above the english average. {elite wave in burnley with 60% above the english average.— the english average. give us the english average. give us the strength _ the english average. give us the strength and _ the english average. give us the strength and the - the english average. give us| the strength and the courage the english average. give us. the strength and the courage to get through it. and, lord, we pray that the memory is there and it is strong and it goes out there to change lives and no that smile... out there to change lives and no that smile. . ._ no that smile... today's prayers _ no that smile... today's prayers are _ no that smile. .. today's prayers are for- no that smile... today's prayers are for grace. i prayers are for grace. something that we can remember and love. iher something that we can remember and love. ., ., and love. her mental health suffered terribly _ and love. her mental health suffered terribly during - suffered terribly during lockdown.— suffered terribly during lockdown. j~ , ., lockdown. 28, everything going for her, lockdown. 28, everything going for her. a _ lockdown. 28, everything going for her, a son, _ lockdown. 28, everything going for her, a son, a _ lockdown. 28, everything going for her, a son, a daughter, - lockdown. 28, everything going for her, a son, a daughter, the | for her, a son, a daughter, the mom, — for her, a son, a daughter, the mom. was— for her, a son, a daughter, the mom, was like a daughter to her~ — mom, was like a daughter to her~ i— mom, was like a daughter to her~ ifeel— mom, was like a daughter to her. i feel like mom, was like a daughter to her. ifeel like i mom, was like a daughter to her. i feel like i failed mom, was like a daughter to her. ifeel like i failed her now _ her. i feel like i failed her now. ., ., �* ., now. you haven't failed her. she leaves _ now. you haven't failed her. she leaves behind _ now. you haven't failed her. she leaves behind her- now. you haven't failed her. | she leaves behind her mum, nanna and son.— she leaves behind her mum, nanna and son. nobody sees children- _ nanna and son. nobody sees children. no-one _ nanna and son. nobody sees children. no-one will- nanna and son. nobody sees children. no-one will see - nanna and son. nobody sees| children. no-one will see her children. no—one will see her -et children. no—one will see her get married. he children. no-one will see her get married-— get married. he has been so brave. get married. he has been so brave- he — get married. he has been so brave. he is _ get married. he has been so brave. he is trying _ get married. he has been so brave. he is trying to - get married. he has been so brave. he is trying to hold i get married. he has been sol brave. he is trying to hold his head — brave. he is trying to hold his head up— brave. he is trying to hold his head up for— brave. he is trying to hold his head up for us. _ brave. he is trying to hold his head up for us.— head up for us. what you to happen? — head up for us. what you to happen? just _ head up for us. what you to happen? just bring - head up for us. what you to happen? just bring her- head up for us. what you to j happen? just bring her back head up for us. what you to - happen? just bring her back and tell her never _ happen? just bring her back and tell her never to _ happen? just bring her back and tell her never to go, _ happen? just bring her back and tell her never to go, stay - happen? just bring her back and tell her never to go, stay with i tell her never to go, stay with me. i mean... iam only tell her never to go, stay with me. i mean... i am only ten. tell her never to go, stay with me. i mean... iam only ten. i am too young. it makes it worse being a young age. am too young. it makes it worse being a young age-— being a young age. donations from friends _ being a young age. donations from friends and _ being a young age. donations from friends and pastor- being a young age. donations from friends and pastor mick| from friends and pastor mick are paying for grace was a funeral. that are paying for grace was a funeral. �* , are paying for grace was a funeral. . , ., , are paying for grace was a funeral. �* , . , , funeral. at first i was saying, what are _ funeral. at first i was saying, what are we _ funeral. at first i was saying, what are we going _ funeral. at first i was saying, what are we going to - funeral. at first i was saying, what are we going to do? - funeral. at first i was saying, i what are we going to do? where are we _ what are we going to do? where are we going to get the money from? — are we going to get the money from? i— are we going to get the money from? i can admit, i was suicidal _ from? i can admit, i was suicidal i_ from? i can admit, i was suicidal. ijust didn't... if i am — suicidal. ijust didn't... if i am out _ suicidal. ijust didn't... if i am out of— suicidal. ijust didn't... if i am out of it, then i don't have to deal— am out of it, then i don't have to deal with it.— to deal with it. without's hel , to deal with it. without's help. what _ to deal with it. without's help, what would - to deal with it. without's help, what would have i to deal with it. without's - help, what would have happened to grace? help, what would have happened to race? ,, ., ., , to grace? she would have been cremated or — to grace? she would have been cremated or engraved - to grace? she would have been cremated or engraved without. to grace? she would have been| cremated or engraved without a ceremony, no... she would have gone _ ceremony, no... she would have gone in— ceremony, no... she would have gone in with— ceremony, no... she would have gone in with people she didn't know — gone in with people she didn't know. , ., �* ., , , know. they don't want paupers funerals. they _ know. they don't want paupers funerals. they want _ know. they don't want paupers funerals. they want a - know. they don't want paupers funerals. they want a proper. funerals. they want a proper service and you respect given to their loved ones. you know, they want to celebrate life. they want some dignity. it is about dignity, this. what about money. it is about dignity. for the poor. in areas of poverty, you can afford 4000 and £5,000 to bury your people, people you are not expecting to die. nobody has that money. it's becoming more and more and more obvious that there is a growing number of people that are too poor to die. number of people that are too poor to die-— poor to die. janet is preparing for her husband's _ poor to die. janet is preparing for her husband's funeral. - poor to die. janet is preparing for her husband's funeral. it i for her husband's funeral. it is a funeraland for her husband's funeral. it is a funeral and it will be a realfuneral but with is a funeral and it will be a real funeral but with nobody. in a situation is becoming increasingly desperate. lord, we ra increasingly desperate. lord, we pray that _ increasingly desperate. lord, we pray that this _ increasingly desperate. lord, we pray that this service - increasingly desperate. lord, we pray that this service on i we pray that this service on sunday is just something that just makes such a big difference to the life and, lord, give us strength to stay alive. . .,. alive. kevin had acute respiratory _ alive. kevin had acute respiratory problems. j alive. kevin had acute - respiratory problems. his health got worse during the pandemic. he health got worse during the pandemic-— health got worse during the pandemic. health got worse during the andemic. �* ., ,, pandemic. he couldn't walk, he didn't even _ pandemic. he couldn't walk, he didn't even know _ pandemic. he couldn't walk, he didn't even know me, _ pandemic. he couldn't walk, he didn't even know me, he - pandemic. he couldn't walk, he didn't even know me, he didn't| didn't even know me, he didn't know— didn't even know me, he didn't know anybody. didn't even know me, he didn't know anybody-— didn't even know me, he didn't know anybody. were you asking for hel ? know anybody. were you asking for help? we — know anybody. were you asking for help? we kept _ know anybody. were you asking for help? we kept asking, - know anybody. were you asking for help? we kept asking, we i for help? we kept asking, we didn't know — for help? we kept asking, we didn't know how. _ how where he when he passed away? how where he when he passed awa ? ~ how where he when he passed away? 56. janet had no money to collect cover's body, so he will be cremated by the hospital. will be cremated by the hospital-— will be cremated by the hosital. , �* hospital. they didn't even tell me, and hospital. they didn't even tell me. and we _ hospital. they didn't even tell me, and i've got _ hospital. they didn't even tell me, and i've got to _ hospital. they didn't even tell me, and i've got to get - me, and i've got to get somebody to go over for his ashes — somebody to go over for his ashes to— somebody to go over for his ashes to fetch them back stop you know _ ashes to fetch them back stop you know when that is going to happen? — you know when that is going to happen? no. you know when that is going to happen? no— happen? no. pastor mick has arreed happen? no. pastor mick has agreed to _ happen? no. pastor mick has agreed to carry _ happen? no. pastor mick has agreed to carry out _ happen? no. pastor mick has agreed to carry out a - happen? no. pastor mick has agreed to carry out a service | agreed to carry out a service for the whole family. to agreed to carry out a service for the whole family.- for the whole family. to be honest with _ for the whole family. to be honest with you, _ for the whole family. to be honest with you, nick, - for the whole family. to be honest with you, nick, ifi for the whole family. to be | honest with you, nick, if we haven't_ honest with you, nick, if we haven't got this help, i were going — haven't got this help, i were going to _ haven't got this help, i were going to think about suicide. well, — going to think about suicide. well, at _ going to think about suicide. well, at least we can give him a proper sendoff, even though he won't be there, he is there in our hearts.— he won't be there, he is there in our hearts. for some of the most deprived _ in our hearts. for some of the most deprived areas, - in our hearts. for some of the most deprived areas, january| most deprived areas, january was the deadliest month since the pandemic began. i’m was the deadliest month since the pandemic began. i'm doing funeral after _ the pandemic began. i'm doing funeral after funeral _ the pandemic began. i'm doing funeral after funeral after - funeral after funeral after funeral after funeral after funeral after funeral of people that don't have the finances and support. we come together to grieve for kevin. and for his family. to grieve for kevin. and for his family-— his family. and now this is astor his family. and now this is pastor mick's _ his family. and now this is pastor mick's church. - his family. and now this is j pastor mick's church. they closed down gym, another casualty of the pandemic. in today's valentine's day, and it speaks about love and what real love is. i want to tell you what real love is. it's you. you turning up here to pay your respects. you turning up here to pay your resects. �* . you turning up here to pay your resects. . , . ., respects. and it is here janet and her family _ respects. and it is here janet and her family say _ respects. and it is here janet and her family say goodbye. | respects. and it is here janet i and her family say goodbye. we ex - ress and her family say goodbye. - express our love and our grief together as one. i express our love and our grief together as one.— together as one. i appreciate doinr together as one. i appreciate doin: it together as one. i appreciate doing it this _ together as one. i appreciate doing it this way. _ together as one. i appreciate doing it this way. at - together as one. i appreciate doing it this way. at least i doing it this way. at least he's — doing it this way. at least he's getting a sendoff, and the whole — he's getting a sendoff, and the whole family can be there. when it is goodwill— whole family can be there. when it is goodwill and _ whole family can be there. when it is goodwill and charity - whole family can be there. when it is goodwill and charity that - it is goodwill and charity that has gifted grace's family this day. she is not on her own. there's thousands out there going through the same as what we are. ~ ., . ., are. we therefore commit . race's are. we therefore commit grace's body _ are. we therefore commit grace's body to _ are. we therefore commit grace's body to you, - are. we therefore commitj grace's body to you, lord. these _ grace's body to you, lord. these people are not statistics. they hurt. they bleed _ statistics. they hurt. they bleed. they cry.— statistics. they hurt. they bleed. they cry. don't leave me, i bleed. they cry. don't leave me. i just — bleed. they cry. don't leave me, i just want _ bleed. they cry. don't leave me, i just want your- bleed. they cry. don't leave me, i just want your life - me, ijust want your life forever~ _ me, ijust want your life forever. just _ me, ijust want your life forever. just stay - me, ijust want your life forever. just stay with i me, ijust want your life i forever. just stay with me. these _ forever. just stay with me. these children, _ forever. just stay with me. these children, they- forever. just stay with me. these children, they are i forever. just stay with me. - these children, they are losing their— these children, they are losing their parents. they are not numbers— their parents. they are not numbers on a board. and i want their— numbers on a board. and i want their stories to be told, because this should not be happening. is because this should not be happening-— because this should not be haueninr. . . , happening. is this testing your faith? no- _ happening. is this testing your faith? no. because— happening. is this testing your faith? no. because it- happening. is this testing your faith? no. because it has - happening. is this testing your| faith? no. because it has given me an opportunity _ faith? no. because it has given me an opportunity to _ faith? no. because it has given me an opportunity to live - faith? no. because it has given me an opportunity to live out i me an opportunity to live out the gospel to serve the poor and to help the needy, all those people that you may have seen weeping, but i do believe that god weeps as well, and wants us to go away and for people to celebrate a sense of community and care for one another that is much needed in this town. another that is much needed in this town-— this town. mental health services _ this town. mental health services in _ this town. mental health services in england - this town. mental health services in england have j this town. mental health - services in england have been hit particularly hard by the impact _ hit particularly hard by the impact of the pandemic, and in east _ impact of the pandemic, and in east lancashire, urgent and emergency mental health referrals for most serious cases _ referrals for most serious cases almost quadrupled in july compared to the same month in 2019 _ compared to the same month in 2019 lt— compared to the same month in 2019. ., , ., ., compared to the same month in 2019. .,, ., ., .,, �* 2019. it has gone over, hasn't it? has anybody _ 2019. it has gone over, hasn't it? has anybody buying - 2019. it has gone over, hasn't it? has anybody buying an - it? has anybody buying an ambulance?— it? has anybody buying an ambulance? , ., ambulance? months later, we return to _ ambulance? months later, we return to pastor _ ambulance? months later, we return to pastor mick's - ambulance? months later, we| return to pastor mick's church. every other person is struggling with one form of mental health or another. i’ee mental health or another. i've been diagnosed _ mental health or another. i've been diagnosed with borderline personality disorder and i have anxiety — personality disorder and i have anxiety. to personality disorder and i have anxie . ., ., ., anxiety. to come out of a psychiatric _ anxiety. to come out of a psychiatric unit... - anxiety. to come out of a psychiatric unit... to - anxiety. to come out of a psychiatric unit... to the | psychiatric unit... to the street- _ psychiatric unit... to the street. to _ psychiatric unit... to the street. to the _ psychiatric unit... to the street. to the street. i psychiatric unit... to the - street. to the street. anxiety, paranoia--- — street. to the street. anxiety, paranoia... they _ street. to the street. anxiety, paranoia... they stare - street. to the street. anxiety, paranoia... they stare at - street. to the street. anxiety, paranoia... they stare at me i all paranoia... they stare at me all the time. _ paranoia... they stare at me all the time. unable - paranoia... they stare at me all the time. unable to - paranoia... they stare at me all the time. unable to cope | paranoia... they stare at me i all the time. unable to cope in eve da all the time. unable to cope in everyday life- _ all the time. unable to cope in everyday life. i— all the time. unable to cope in everyday life. i feeling - all the time. unable to cope in everyday life. i feeling lost. i everyday life. i feeling lost. i want everyday life. i feeling lost. i want to — everyday life. i feeling lost. i want to be _ everyday life. i feeling lost. i want to be human - everyday life. i feeling lost. i want to be human again. i everyday life. i feeling lost. | i want to be human again. it everyday life. i feeling lost. i i want to be human again. it is not 'ust i want to be human again. it is notjust burnley, _ i want to be human again. it is notjust burnley, it's _ i want to be human again. it is notjust burnley, it's all- i want to be human again. notjust burnley, it's all over the country. and the people who suffered — the country. and the people who suffered the most are the ones at the — suffered the most are the ones at the bottom of the barrel, all of— at the bottom of the barrel, all of us _ at the bottom of the barrel, all of us l— at the bottom of the barrel, all of us— all of us. i don't think i can do it. all of us. i don't think i can do it- it's _ all of us. i don't think i can do it. it's too _ all of us. i don't think i can do it. it's too hard. - all of us. i don't think i can do it. it's too hard. this i do it. it's too hard. this closed _ do it. it's too hard. this closed down _ do it. it's too hard. this closed down gym - do it. it's too hard. this closed down gym nowi do it. it's too hard. this - closed down gym now reborn, a refuge for the desperate. every week, hundreds climbed the steps. tonight the church stays open. steps. tonight the church stays 0 en. ., , , steps. tonight the church stays oen. , ., , open. people being horrible, nasty towards _ open. people being horrible, nasty towards me. _ open. people being horrible, nasty towards me. we'll - open. people being horrible, nasty towards me. we'll sit i nasty towards me. we'll sit down here. _ nasty towards me. we'll sit down here, come _ nasty towards me. we'll sit down here, come sit - nasty towards me. we'll sit down here, come sit here. | nasty towards me. we'll sit l down here, come sit here. if nasty towards me. we'll sit i down here, come sit here. ifi lock this _ down here, come sit here. ifi lock this door, _ down here, come sit here. if i lock this door, he dies. down here, come sit here. ifi lock this door, he dies. john i lock this door, he dies. john is paranoid. _ lock this door, he dies. john is paranoid, he _ lock this door, he dies. john is paranoid, he needs - lock this door, he dies. john is paranoid, he needs urgent care. . ~' . is paranoid, he needs urgent care. ., " ., , is paranoid, he needs urgent care. n ., , , ., .,~ care. take a deep breath. take a really deep — care. take a deep breath. take a really deep breath. _ care. take a deep breath. take a really deep breath. all- a really deep breath. all right. a really deep breath. all rirht. �* a really deep breath. all right-_ so i a really deep breath. all. right._ so tell right. i'm panicking. so tell me what — right. i'm panicking. so tell me what the _ right. i'm panicking. so tell me what the big _ right. i'm panicking. so tell me what the big panic- right. i'm panicking. so tell me what the big panic is, i right. i'm panicking. so tell. me what the big panic is, what is the big one.— is the big one. something is happening _ is the big one. something is happening across _ is the big one. something is happening across the - is the big one. something is happening across the road. | is the big one. something is i happening across the road. all i’ilht, happening across the road. right, 0k. happening across the road. all right, 0k. before _ happening across the road. all right, 0k. before this, - happening across the road. all right, 0k. before this, john i right, 0k. before this, john said he rang _ right, 0k. before this, john said he rang his _ right, 0k. before this, john said he rang his gp- right, 0k. before this, john said he rang his gp for- right, 0k. before this, john said he rang his gp for a i said he rang his gp for a prescription and was told to call back in 48 hours. nobody else has listened. _ call back in 48 hours. nobody else has listened. he - call back in 48 hours. nobody else has listened. he is- call back in 48 hours. nobody else has listened. he is the i else has listened. he is the only— else has listened. he is the only one _ else has listened. he is the only one that ever actually does — only one that ever actually does sit _ only one that ever actually does sit down.— only one that ever actually does sit down. it's all right, john. does sit down. it's all right, john. john _ does sit down. it's all right, john. john says _ does sit down. it's all right, john. john says he's - does sit down. it's all right, john. john says he's not - does sit down. it's all right, i john. john says he's not seen a gp all year- — john. john says he's not seen a gp all year. you _ john. john says he's not seen a gp all year. you don't - john. john says he's not seen a gp all year. you don't know- gp all year. you don't know what to think, _ gp all year. you don't know what to think, what - gp all year. you don't know what to think, what to - gp all year. you don't know what to think, what to do, | gp all year. you don't know. what to think, what to do, who to speak— what to think, what to do, who to speak to. people look at you like you — to speak to. people look at you like you belong in a lunatic asylum _ like you belong in a lunatic asylum when you speak about your— asylum when you speak about your mental health. it's like, they— your mental health. it's like, they don't— your mental health. it's like, they don't realise, there's thousands suffering. we've 'ust a telephone fl thousands suffering. we've 'ust a telephone call... i thousands suffering. we've 'ust a telephone call... you i thousands suffering. we've 'ust a telephone call... you do i thousands suffering. we've just | a telephone call... you do know we have to bring an ambulance, don't you?— don't you? this evening, pastor mick received _ don't you? this evening, pastor mick received three _ don't you? this evening, pastor mick received three calls - don't you? this evening, pastor mick received three calls in - don't you? this evening, pastor mick received three calls in an i mick received three calls in an hour from mick received three calls in an hourfrom people mick received three calls in an hour from people at risk of suicide. but he can't answer every call. i suicide. but he can't answer every call-— suicide. but he can't answer every call. i didn't answer the hone. every call. i didn't answer the phone- and — every call. i didn't answer the phone- and i _ every call. i didn't answer the phone. and i got _ every call. i didn't answer the phone. and i got the - every call. i didn't answer the | phone. and i got the message that if you don't answer the phone, i'm going to kill myself. and they did. help also came too late _ myself. and they did. help also came too late for _ myself. and they did. help also came too late for robert. - myself. and they did. help also came too late for robert. he i came too late for robert. he was a really _ came too late for robert. he was a really kindhearted person _ was a really kindhearted erson. . was a really kindhearted erson. , ., person. he struggled through lockdown. — person. he struggled through lockdown, two _ person. he struggled through lockdown, two weeks - person. he struggled through lockdown, two weeks after i lockdown, two weeks after joanne asked for support, he took his own life. he joanne asked for support, he took his own life.— took his own life. he killed himself, — took his own life. he killed himself, i _ took his own life. he killed himself, i had _ took his own life. he killed himself, i had a _ took his own life. he killed himself, i had a phone - took his own life. he killed | himself, i had a phone call, can— himself, i had a phone call, can i— himself, i had a phone call, can i speak to robert ryan? well, — can i speak to robert ryan? well, he's not here no more. what — well, he's not here no more. what do _ well, he's not here no more. what do you mean? i said to him, _ what do you mean? i said to him. i— what do you mean? i said to him. ijust— what do you mean? i said to him, ijust found him dead. i said— him, ijust found him dead. i said you're— him, ijust found him dead. i said you're a bit late, aren't you? — said you're a bit late, aren't ou? ~ . , said you're a bit late, aren't ou?. ., , said you're a bit late, aren't| you?_ l'm said you're a bit late, aren't - you?_ l'm so you? what did they say? i'm so sor to you? what did they say? i'm so sorry to hear — you? what did they say? i'm so sorry to hear that, _ you? what did they say? i'm so sorry to hear that, i _ you? what did they say? i'm so sorry to hear that, i wish - you? what did they say? i'm so sorry to hear that, i wish i - sorry to hear that, i wish i could _ sorry to hear that, i wish i could have got back sooner. and it feels _ could have got back sooner. and it feels like it's my fault, because _ it feels like it's my fault, because i didn't get the help. quick— because i didn't get the help. quick enough for him. and now she can't forget. _ quick enough for him. and now she can't forget. and _ quick enough for him. and now she can't forget. and i - quick enough for him. and now she can't forget. and i can - quick enough for him. and now she can't forget. and i can see | she can't forget. and i can see the flashbacks _ she can't forget. and i can see the flashbacks in _ she can't forget. and i can see the flashbacks in my _ she can't forget. and i can see the flashbacks in my head - she can't forget. and i can see the flashbacks in my head all. the flashbacks in my head all the flashbacks in my head all the time _ the flashbacks in my head all the time. it's like, it is always— the time. it's like, it is always reminding me, i can see him every— always reminding me, i can see him every day in my head, when i him every day in my head, when i get _ him every day in my head, when iget up. — him every day in my head, when i get up, when i go to sleep. i don't — i get up, when i go to sleep. i don't think— i get up, when i go to sleep. i don't think i can do it. it's too — don't think i can do it. it's too hard _ don't think i can do it. it's too hard. if don't think i can do it. it's too hard-— don't think i can do it. it's too hard. if robbie had had early help... _ too hard. if robbie had had early help... i _ too hard. if robbie had had early help... ithink- too hard. if robbie had had early help... i think he - too hard. if robbie had had i early help... i think he would have been — early help. .. i think he would have been all— early help... i think he would have been all right, - early help... i think he would have been all right, he - early help... i think he wouldj have been all right, he would have — have been all right, he would have still— have been all right, he would have still been here.- have been all right, he would have still been here. what has covid onto _ have still been here. what has covid onto this _ have still been here. what has covid onto this this _ have still been here. what has covid onto this this country? i | covid onto this this country? i think it has made any issues for people that were already struggling ten times worse. services are overstretched, overworked, kindly help everybody. i overworked, kindly help everybody-— overworked, kindly help eve bod. �* ,, everybody. i can't spell good, i can everybody. i can't spell good, i can read _ everybody. i can't spell good, i can read 0k, _ everybody. i can't spell good, i can read ok, but... - everybody. i can't spell good, i can read ok, but... during i i can read ok, but... during lockdown. _ i can read ok, but... during lockdown, robbie _ i can read ok, but... during lockdown, robbie was - i can read ok, but... during - lockdown, robbie was admitted to a psychiatric unit after trying to end his life. is this all you've got in life?- all you've got in life? yes, 'ust a all you've got in life? yes, just a bit _ all you've got in life? yes, just a bit of— all you've got in life? yes, just a bit of loose - all you've got in life? yes, just a bit of loose change. | just a bit of loose change. after six months he was released yesterday without accommodation. where did you sleep last night? i accommodation. where did you sleep last night?— sleep last night? i was such an old house. _ sleep last night? i was such an old house, no _ sleep last night? i was such an old house, no gas— sleep last night? i was such an old house, no gas or _ sleep last night? i was such an old house, no gas or electric, l old house, no gas or electric, so i ended up going from there and walking around town all night. and walking around town all nirht. . . and walking around town all niiht, ., , . ., and walking around town all niht. ., ., and walking around town all niht. .,, ., ., ., night. he has come out of a psychiatric _ night. he has come out of a psychiatric unit... _ night. he has come out of a psychiatric unit... to - night. he has come out of a psychiatric unit... to the i psychiatric unit... to the street- _ psychiatric unit... to the street. to _ psychiatric unit... to the street. to the _ psychiatric unit... to the street. to the street. i psychiatric unit... to the street. to the street. 24j psychiatric unit... to the - street. to the street. 24 hours after being _ street. to the street. 24 hours after being released, - street. to the street. 24 hours after being released, robbie i street. to the street. 24 hours| after being released, robbie is close to crisis.— close to crisis. confusion, u set, close to crisis. confusion, upset, suicidal. _ close to crisis. confusion, upset, suicidal. it's - close to crisis. confusion, upset, suicidal. it's like i upset, suicidal. it's like they've designed to make me do it because they don't want me here no more. i'm just trying to better myself, ijust want a better life, that's all i want. i'm sick of this. this is just the tip of the iceberg, they just feel left behind because they can't get any help. so what do — they can't get any help. so what do they do? well, i they can't get any help. so i what do they do? well, they turn to addiction, _ what do they do? well, they turn to addiction, a - what do they do? well, they turn to addiction, a lot - what do they do? well, they turn to addiction, a lot of. what do they do? well, they | turn to addiction, a lot of the time — turn to addiction, a lot of the time. �* . turn to addiction, a lot of the time. . ., ., , , ., time. and that means they are seeing more — time. and that means they are seeing more of _ time. and that means they are seeing more of this. _ time. and that means they are seeing more of this. he's - time. and that means they are seeing more of this. he's gone over, seeing more of this. he's gone over. hasn't — seeing more of this. he's gone over, hasn't he? _ seeing more of this. he's gone over, hasn't he? not— seeing more of this. he's gone over, hasn't he? not roxette i over, hasn't he? not roxette own up to five. he has owed deed. .,, own up to five. he has owed deed. ., , own up to five. he has owed deed. .,, ., , ., deed. the most vulnerable are at risk of losing _ deed. the most vulnerable are at risk of losing their _ deed. the most vulnerable are at risk of losing their life. - at risk of losing their life. he has overdosed on him. people don't like to see that, because it is outside the front door and everything, but that is the reality of every city and every town in this country, and i'm sorry if it offends people. but they are dying. sorry if it offends people. but they are dying-— they are dying. weeks after being referred, _ they are dying. weeks after being referred, john - they are dying. weeks after being referred, john was i they are dying. weeks after being referred, john was in| they are dying. weeks after i being referred, john was in -- being referred, john was in —— unable to speak to the mental health team. it unable to speak to the mental health team.— health team. it is non-existent, i health team. it is| non-existent, my health team. it is - non-existent, my future. i non—existent, my future. i don't really want to work —— live no more. don't really want to work -- live no more.— don't really want to work -- live no more. joanne is being supported — live no more. joanne is being supported by _ live no more. joanne is being supported by church - live no more. joanne is being supported by church on - live no more. joanne is being supported by church on the i supported by church on the street _ supported by church on the street. ., , , ., , supported by church on the street. ., , , .,, , supported by church on the street. , , _ street. robbie was placed by burnley council— street. robbie was placed by burnley council in _ street. robbie was placed by burnley council in a - street. robbie was placed by burnley council in a b&b - street. robbie was placed by| burnley council in a b&b stop within 72 hours, he was readmitted to a psychiatric unit. lives struggling for mental healthcare. it unit. lives struggling for mental healthcare.- mental healthcare. it is non-existent, - mental healthcare. it is non-existent, in - mental healthcare. it is non-existent, in my i mental healthcare. it is i non-existent, in my mind, mental healthcare. it is - non-existent, in my mind, in non—existent, in my mind, in this country now. because of the way everybody has been treated and this coronavirus and all the excuses. because that's all they are, aren't they? they are just using excuses. the government says it is committed to reducing deprivation, and has spent more than £100 billion on welfare support during covid. the last 12 months _ support during covid. the last 12 months has _ support during covid. the last 12 months has been _ support during covid. the last 12 months has been a - 12 months has been a rollercoaster of emotions for me. one from realjoy and pride in what we are doing as a church and serving the community, but it is also difficult for me to manage that mentality. you listen to people's drowning moments, it is a revolving door, week on week, different people, different stories, different lives. but all individuals who are precious.— are precious. at times it has been relentless. _ are precious. at times it has been relentless. a - are precious. at times it has been relentless. a year - are precious. at times it has been relentless. a year of i are precious. at times it has i been relentless. a year of pain and suffering. but there has also been transformation and hope. ii also been transformation and ho e. �* ., , hope. if it weren't for this, i would be — hope. if it weren't for this, i would be dead. _ hope. if it weren't for this, i would be dead. to - hope. if it weren't for this, i would be dead. to be - hope. if it weren't for this, i would be dead. to be able i hope. if it weren't for this, i l would be dead. to be able to serve people _ would be dead. to be able to serve people has _ would be dead. to be able to serve people has become - would be dead. to be able to j serve people has become the biggest — serve people has become the biggest privilege of my life. and it — biggest privilege of my life. and it has made me a better person. _ and it has made me a better person. a _ and it has made me a better person, a stronger person, a softer, — person, a stronger person, a softer, more gentle person. i feel— softer, more gentle person. i feel better about my life. i feel— feel better about my life. i feel free. hello. a big change in the feel of the weather through this a cold and frosty start for some places, but that will not last. it is going to be turning milderfrom the west last. it is going to be turning milder from the west with some cloud and rain at times. those milder conditions already arriving in western parts to start saturday, but with a lot of cloud, with some outbreaks of cloud, with some outbreaks of rain which will work is through the day, early sunshine in eastern scotland and eastern england replaced by cloud, outbreaks of rain coming and going through the day, the top temperatures, just six or seven degrees along the east coast, but out west, 12 for belfast, cardiff and plymouth. those milder conditions will spread further east overnight. temperatures across parts of eastern england actually rising as the night wears on, starting sunday morning at around 10 degrees in norwich. some clear spells towards the north, more cloud and splashes of rain, mr and murk further south. that area of cloud some spots of rain pushing through the day, heavy rain in northern ireland in south—west scotland for a time, very windy in the south—west later but it will feel really mild. welcome to bbc news. i'm simon pusey. our top stories: british scientists warn that two doses of vaccine offer little protection against the 0micron variant, although boosters do cut the risk of serious illness. the wikileaks founder julian assange can be extradited to stand trial in the us according to the latest legal ruling in britain. the us supreme court leaves a controversial texas law banning most abortions in place. president biden says he's "very concerned". # hey, hey, we're the monkees... mike nesmith, singer and guitarist with the �*60s band the monkees, has died at the age of 78. and we meet the woman behind some of netflix's most binge—worthy original programming, all part of our 100 women series.

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