compromised ultimately leading to withdrawal chaos. i think a lot of us were pissed off. one of the first things i started thinking about was how i saw so much self-preservation. that was one of the most frustrating circumstances for me. we knew what we needed to do. it was obvious. anybody on the ground, it was obvious. but we didn t do it. and nobody listened. the people making the decisions on the rules of engagement haven t left the wire. they haven t walked outside the wire and seen by the way they just took a pregnant female, strapped a body bomb on her. they are sending her toward my guys and i can t do anything. that jennifer who is not