morning. he was shocked. but what about the diaries, as prosecutor wagner said in the cross-examination. they wanted to learn the real motive for murder. and you, on various times, ruminated on i was why? because it ll bite me now instead of being truthful. it would bite me. had he never been charged, had he never thrown those diaries away. where did you keep them? it was my history together. it wasn t to be thrown away. you even admitted that he must of been in viral yes. i got tired of being hit. so and i m the bad guy. well, was he?