i find it easier to go into meditation by thinking about being on the beach and listening to the waves and trying to be able to smell the water and sand and sunshine and everything. mckaskle has also taken up tai chi. i don t know everything about tai chi. or like i ve never actually been like consistent with doing it. but more than anything else, mckaskle continues finding ways to build up his body, a body he says once earned him a lucrative living. i m a male stripper. most of the spots i stripped at were gay bars and everything and i m not gay. i would make anywhere between $300 to $500 in a couple hours. when he told me he worked at some of the gay bars, i was a little bit more okay with it because i didn t care if he was
i m kind of distraught because of the simple fact i still have love for her in my heart, because i care about her so much. but i don t know, it s not that i don t know what to believe. because i know what to believe. i know to believe she s a liar. while mckaskle proclaims his love for pratt, right now she s feeling different emotions. i m angry because i have not heard from him. i would expect he would have written me. so this is kind of a letter venting my feelings to him. i said, hey, there, remember me? doesn t feel like it. i cannot believe i fell again for someone who can just throw me away so easily. two weeks and nothing from you. one problem that is kent county inmates are prohibited from sending letters to each other. is out of sight out of mind easier for you to forget about me? all broken promises and lies. inmates often get around the rule by writing to friends from the outside and having them remail their letters to another inmate. obviously i don t mean a t
when your birth certificate is sold to the government. you got a treasury trust account. when you were born, your birth certificate s worth $630,000. it goes up $100,000 every year you re alive. i m 30 years ol [ bleep ]. i m rich. rich bitch. mckaskle might not be the best source for financial advice or how to stay out of trouble. since i was 10 years old i ve probably been arrested 25 times at least. i have 18 offenses on my juvenile record. as an adult i have like six fellows and 12 misdemeanors. mckaskle is currently charged second degree home invasion to which he pled not guilty. the evidence they have against me is a lot, actually. they have a lot of evidence against me. at the time of his alleged home invasions, mckaskle was not only on parole but required to wear a gps tracking device that informed authorities of his whereabouts 24/7. it placed him at the scenes of his alleged home invasions.
his conversion yet. but i plan on it. i don t think she ll really have any problem with it. there s nothing that she s really going to be able to say about it. other than accept it, you know. i mean, i don t know. maybe she won t. who knows. maybe that will push her away from me. that i m a jew now. hm. never thought of that. pratt recently sent mckaskle an angry letter accusing him of not writing to her. since inmates are prohibited from writing to each other and must send their letters through a third party on the outside, mail is often delayed. i did write her letters. i sent the letters to the person she told me would send them to her. and i guess she never got them. either the lady didn t send them to her or heather is getting the letters and she s just like
oh, man, i can see outside. it s all sunny. [ bleep ]. just need sandals back from you guys. i m not going to miss any of this. i m not going to miss these bob barker classics on my feet. i m getting the hell out of here. what s up, dog? what s good? [ bleep ]. abendroth is met by friends, leaves behind his cellmate, ricky mckaskle. i m going to hope the best for him out there. personally, i don t think he s going to make it that long. he s on probation and he s already talking about drinking and smoking, you know. so hopefully, you know, he does the right thing. but i don t know. freedom! free at last! free at last! you re free! can t [ bleep ] pull me down i m free! mckaskle has recently begun a journey of his own.