you. i know you re scared, daddy, mommy is too, but daddies are supposed to be strong for mommies and little guys like me. i want to meet you so bad but you aren t being very strong, daddy. you re making mommy very, very, very sad, scared, lonely and doesn t know why you won t love her anymore. please write soon and make mommy smile again. love you. mommy said she wanted to get a tattoo on the inside of her ring finger with your initials. guess i should tell her not to since you don t want us anymore. and you missed mommy s b-day today. i did write her letters. and 24 hours later heather. yes. mail for you. mckaskle s letters, though delayed, have finally arrived. oh, my baby. holy crap. letters from ricky that i ve been waiting for forever. there s like a handful of them. poor guy got that one that i sent him that was really not very nice.
[ bleep ]. just need sandals back from you guys. i m not going to miss any of this. i m not going to miss these bob barker classics on my feet. i m getting the hell out of here. what s up, dog? what s good? [ bleep ]. abendroth is met by friends, leaves behind his cellmate, ricky mckaskle. i m going to hope the best for him out there. personally, i don t think he s going to make it that long. he s on probation and he s already talking about drinking and smoking, you know. so hopefully, you know, he does the right thing. but i don t know. freedom! free at last! free at last! you re free! can t [ bleep ] pull me down i m free! mckaskle has recently begun a journey of his own. how s the conversion going to judaism? are you still on track? are you jewish yet? yeah, i m jewish.
just before her arrival at kent county, pratt contacted mckaskle to inform him she was pregnant by him. now, after not hearing from mckaskle, she has written again. this time channeling their unborn son. it gives me confirmation either she s telling the truth about the kid or she s completely psychotic. or both. hi, daddy, it s me, elijah joe, your little boy. you seem to have forgotten about me and mommy. why are you hurting mommy so much? is it my fault you don t want us anymore? why do you not love us anymore? please don t be so mean to mommy. she cries a lot, especially at night. she wakes up in the middle of the night so sad wondering and waiting for a letter from you. daddies are so special and mommy thinks you threw her away. why would you do that, daddy? she said we were going to visit you in prison and become a real family. she was excited about marrying you and spending forever with
but i didn t know. he disappeared off the face of the earth. oh, my gosh. i am like whew. heather, hey, beautiful, what s up my lovely lady? i miss you a lot baby and i would give anything right now to be able to see you for one minute or to be able to kiss you one time. if you are pregnant, that s wonderful. if not, don t think i wouldn t want to be with you. you re my endless love, sincerely, your man. while the couple s relationship appears to be intact, their future family is not to be. pratt has recently found out she is not pregnant. she s yet to share the news with mckaskle. my last pregnancy test came back negative. so there s a possibility that i did have a miscarriage. because i ve had some signs of that. part of me has already accepted the fact that i probably did. all things happen for a reason. coming up it s an awesome day because
have to be circumcised, i guess. so, you got that covered? i am definitely circumcised, yes. so maybe it was meant for me to be jewish. some inmates have been known to convert to judaism on the belief they will eat better on a kosher meal plan. but they must first go through a transition period to assure they re serious. in that case, going kosher means going sparse. the most difficult part of converting to judaism for me so far is eating beans, rice and carrots and bread for lunch and dinner. every single day. other than that, i love it. whoever made this tray should be put in jail. but it s all right. i accept it for what it is, you know. it s god s will. i guess that s what i m supposed to eat. though mckaskle has been writing to his girlfriend, heather pratt, who is currently incarcerated in the women s wing of the jail, he hasn t shared news of his conversion yet.