but it hasn t suppressed her desire for it. it s just now, earrings come in the form of small stickers from her food trays. i take it off. then i take the sticker and i just kind of rip it in half. and rip it in half again. and then just stick it like like on my ears. this is kind of like yellow earrings. kind of look like, yeah. that s how i do it. far cry from nordstrom s jewelry. right! ha! yes. this is no nordstrom or macy s. but for now i have to settle for this. individuality is also alive and well in the men s protective custody unit. where laila arguetta is serving out his parole violation. i identify as a female. i live my life as a female. i do lots of feminine things.
anyone, especially sammy. that s my little girl. she was my reason for living at that point. she was a bundle of energy. she always had something to say. and she was a million laughs a minute. you know, she that s my baby. we didn t get a mourning period. you know, the day we were told that she died we were told that we killed her and i remember mentioning to both of my parents, this time it should be all about sammy but it can t be. you know, it has to be about us because we re on the defensive. conrad s older brother, baron, is housed in a different protective custody unit. his is for openly gay men. i think gay people in general are a bit less aggressive than heterosexuals. baron is charged with sexually molesting conrad s daughter, sammy, and is also a suspect in the triple homicide and fire. even though news coverage has made other inmates aware of this case, he says he s felt safe in
that i had encountered when i walked in by the control center, a body right there under water. that i tripped over. and i could still see his face. i was in wyoming when the riot happened. i was watching on tv and everything, seeing all the guys in the yard. and then that s when they told me that i was lucky to get out. they would have killed you in the riot. he s in pc now, cellblock four. i heard he was tortured with a settling torch. one of the torches they use to cut into the cellblocks. two weeks after they transferred me back to new mexico. the gym was still burning. i was put in cellblock two, you know. national guard was still feeding meals and stuff like that. that s when i learned they said, we just notified your parents, you re dead, you know?
the state police. and we rushed in and first thing that i had encountered when i walked in by the control center, a body right there under water. that i tripped over. and i could still see his face. i was in wyoming when the riot happened. i was watching on tv and everything, seeing all the guys in the yard. and then that s when they told me that i was lucky to get out. they would have killed you in the riot. he s in pc now, cellblock four. i heard he was tortured with a settling torch. one of the torches they use to cut into the cellblocks. two weeks after they transferred me back to new mexico. the gym was still burning. i was put in cellblock two, you know. national guard was still feeding meals and stuff like that. that s when i learned they said, we just notified your parents, you re dead, you know? i said, i m not dead, not yet. but one of the national guard,
one of the inmates came down from the dormitory areas. and he had on his belt, tied to his side, the human head of a black man. this individual proceeded to take this head and gripped this head by his hair and he went over to that young guard that was crying, and he ordered that guard to kiss that head. and the inmates recorded in cellblock four never had a prayer. cell block four was the pc, protective custody unit. the rapists, you know, the child molesters, the snitches. i was told that the inmates in this on this side were actually flashing their lights sos, morse code. looking for the outside to come in and help them. you can hear the yelling and screaming and, you know, people yelling for help.