Empty. my older daughter was involved in high school sports, wasn t home. and i would work. my little one was gone. didn t have any purpose. i sat down and never left that life. that night led to the streets of grand rapids. division is a street for prostitution. i did walk the streets prostitution wise. there s a lot of money. that s basically what a lot of girls do, they make like $1200 a day. i spent everything i got on drugs. it was different than anything i ever imagined my life would be. knight s crack addiction led to multiple arrests in grand rapids. somebody asked me the question one time do you love your daughters or do you love crack more. and i sat there and i had to
At the time she was on probation for her fourth dui conviction. i work at a bar restaurant, and i got done working and i decided that i m going to have a screwdriver tonight, i deserve it. i went ahead and ordered a second drink. i don t remember anything after that. i don t remember driving. i don t remember going into the ditch. i don t remember walking up to these people s houses that they said i walked up to and asked for help. i was arrested right there, handcuffed and brought to the kent county jail. and this is where i ve been ever since that night. speckin has been in jail three months. drinking that night led to her fifth dui conviction in the past ten year, and she is now awaiting sentencing. she once served 120 days in jail but knows this time it could be worse. my biggest concern right now is staying in county, not going to prison. i don t want to be far away. if i go prison, i won t see my family.
i work at a bar restaurant, and i got done working and i decided that i m going to have a screwdriver tonight, i deserve it. i went ahead and ordered a second drink. i don t remember anything after that. i don t remember driving. i don t remember going into the ditch. i don t remember walking up to these people s houses that they said i walked up to and asked for help. i was arrested right there, handcuffed and brought to the kent county jail. and this is where i ve been ever since that night. speckin has been in jail three months. drinking that night led to her fifth dui conviction in the past ten years, and she is now awaiting sentencing. she once served 120 days in jail but knows this time it could be worse. my biggest concern right now is staying in county, not going to prison. i don t want to be far away. if i go prison, i won t see my family. not very much. to where now at least i can
i decided to have a screw it driver, i deserved it. i went ahead and ordered a second drink. i don t remember anything after that. i don t remember driving. i don t remember going into the ditch. i don t remember walking up to these people s houses that they said i walked up to and asked for help. i was arrested right there, handcuffed and brought to the kent county jail. and this is where i ve been ever since that night. she s been in jail three months. drinking that night led to her fifth dui conviction in the past ten years, and she is now awaiting sentencing. she once served 120 days in jail but knows this time it could be worse. my biggest concern right now is staying in county, not going to prison. i don t want to be far away. if i go prison, i won t see my family not very much. to where now at least i can, you know, they re 45 minutes away.
It. i went ahead and ordered a second drink. i don t remember anything after that. i don t remember driving. i don t remember going into the ditch. i don t remember walking up to these people s houses that they said i walked up to and asked for help. i was arrested right there, handcuffed and brought to the kent county jail. and this is where i ve been ever since that night. speckin has been in jail three months. drinking that night led to her fifth dui conviction in the past ten year, and she is now awaiting sentencing. she once served 120 days in jail but knows this time it could be worse. my biggest concern right now is staying in county, not going to prison. i don t want to be far away. if i go prison, i won t see my family. not very much. to where now at least i can you know, they re 45 minutes away. i m scared. i m very scared. what do you miss the most