it. i went ahead and ordered a second drink. i don't remember anything after that. i don't remember driving. i don't remember going into the ditch. i don't remember walking up to these people's houses that they said i walked up to and asked for help. i was arrested right there, handcuffed and brought to the kent county jail. and this is where i've been ever since that night. >> speckin has been in jail three months. drinking that night led to her fifth dui conviction in the past ten year, and she is now awaiting sentencing. she once served 120 days in jail but knows this time it could be worse. >> my biggest concern right now is staying in county, not going to prison. i don't want to be far away. if i go prison, i won't see my family. not very much. to where now at least i can -- you know, they're 45 minutes away. i'm scared. i'm very scared. >> what do you miss the most