D w. Ah. Did you get that the sat in the day that she didnt get mad in prison . I wrote my mother a letter. I want to tell you something about myself. You might not want to hear that can. Im sorry. What i want to tell you, i never have been and never will be a woman. The loneliness i experienced in prison and finding myself among oppressed people, i didnt know, has given me the courage to talk about who i really am. Allah, the woman died here and is never coming back and a high level and im, im ali auto with his will and strength and added them. Ill never be as feminine as you. Please dont get upset once i get out of here. No, ill only be ollie and will never be scared of anything any more. And i knew myself, she evident after the 7 michelle lee and wasnt it. My biggest problem here is loneliness long. And i suffer from it along at my hack when i talked to others about it had they dont understand me or my feelings. Well yeah, they dont understand what i went through before i arrived he