Feels like everywhere i walk, even if its just down the street, it feels like im being watched. And i know teenagers always feel like that. Like ugh, everyone hates me, the world is trying to kill me or all this other stuff. But it really feels like someones trying to chase after me and it really feels like i need to stay hidden. upbeat music upbeat music continues hi. Good morning, honey. Youre doing okay on time, but you do need to get up and at em. Love you. Growing up, i always wanted to be like a little boy. Me and my dad or me and my mom would go to a place that i have my hair cut super short, be more masculine or at least tomboyish clothes, and id get like misgendered and say like, oh hi sir, how are you today young man . Like that sort of thing. And i remember smiling so big. I started to really understand things probably around seventh grade by literally just googling what does it mean when youre a girl but you really want to be a boy thats not called being a tomboy . Extra, e