going up the freeway on the wrong way of the freeway. i guess they said there was money and dope all over the freeway. and i woke up eight days later in a coma. i woke up here in the clinic in santa rita. it took me about close to a month to remember her because my memory i had lost my memory. meanwhile, mcbride asked cowin to accompany her to get an abortion. but things did not go as planned. mcbride was on the back of cowin s motorcycle and had all their money in a backpack. my gas light pops on. so i m like i get off to get some gas. i get off the bike, she s still on the bike. i go and the backpack s open. so the money flew out, right? i m like, man, i m hella mad, right, because it wasn t just that money, right? it was all my money, right? how much? like i can t tell you to the dollar amount, but it was a little bit, you know? like $1,800. he was going like 140 on the freeway. so he said she s a miracle baby.
so he said she s a miracle baby. that s what he says. cowin and his parents helped raise the baby for the first year, but eventually all parties decided she would be better off with alexandria mcbride s parents. what s up, man? what s going on? all right. as for cowin and lara, they wound up in the same housing unit, and rather than compete for mcbride s affections, they ve become friends instead. yeah. whose daughter is she? talk to me about that. well, you know, that s my daughter, all right. but it s a chance that it might be his daughter, too, right? but if he s she has his last name, and he s been taking care of, who am i to speak or even say anything? but there are no hard feelings between you two? me and him? not at all, man.
really don t know. whether she is with cowin or not, mcbride will soon leave jail and must again attempt to control her drug addiction in president order to raise her two children. you re going to have a seat at the usual chair to your left. her case manager has known her for two years, a span in which mcbride has been in and out of santa rita on various parole violations. miss mcbride has come into custody each time a different persona, a different host of problems, a different level of motivation. and how long that motivation is sustained is questionable. in order to take advantage of re-entry services offered by the county, mcbride must commit to a residential drug treatment program upon her release. her case worker has recommended 12 months, but mcbride would like to negotiate down. nine. what have we got? want okay. let s talk about it. 90 days. so what if i do 12 months. what if i do 90 days at one of the ones that you pick? alexandria, let s be realistic.
feel, miss mcbride? it makes me feel like [ bleep ] because i i guess i just do those things to cover up what i m doing because some of the time some of the things i do, i want to get high too. i mean, okay, i used to use the excuse i was young, but it s kind of like old now because i m not that young anymore, and, you know and i don t know. i don t want to talk about it anymore because i m getting mad because i the class strives to help mcbride become a more responsible parent. an objective made even more important by the fact that the father of her 5-year-old daughter is also incarcerated at santa rita. but there s still some question as to who exactly the father is. jacob cowin is serving 75 days for battery and vandalism. trinidad lara, who goes by trino, is serving 90 days for a parole violation. to this day neither is certain which one of them is the father.
trino, is serving 90 days for a parole violation. to this day neither is certain which one of them is the father. i remember talking to her on the phone, and she told me that she was pregnant, and she was going to have an abortion. i go, you didn t tell me you were pregnant, and now you re going to have the kid because i wouldn t want anything to do with you if you had an abortion. in the meantime, she also found somebody else. i claimed the kid really right because when i got her, she was with this other cat. you know, and like i kind of snatched her from him. you know, we were together while she was still with him, and there was some snake [ bleep ] really like my part. whatever, right? despite the men s uncertainty, mcbride says the father is jacob cowin. were you with trino when you met jake? come on. there s something going on there. tell me. yeah. but trino was in jail. he had gotten in a car crash and he like lost his memory or something, and like he didn t remember