i m doing because some of the time some of the things i do, i want to get high too. i mean, oklahoma, i used to use the excuse i was young, but it s kind of like old now because i m not that young anymore. you know? and i don t know. i don t want to talk about it anymore because i m getting mad because i the class strives to help mcbride become a more responsible parent. an objective made even more important by the fact that the father of her 5-year-old daughter is also incarcerated at santa rita. but there s still some question as to who exactly the father is. jacob cowin is serving 75 days for battery and vandalism. trinidad lara, who goes by trino, is serving 90 days for a parole violation. to this day neither is certain which one of them is the father. i remember talking to her on the phone and she told me that she was pregnant and she was
cowin has had numerous stays at santa rita over the past several years. not all the charges stuck. but one of his stays was the precursor to a five-year prison sentence he served after shooting and wounding another man in a bar fight. this time he s serving 75 days for battery and vandalism. according to police reports, he broke his girlfriend s door during an argument and punched her numerous times in the face and head. i only know how to do one thing, and it ain t good. you know? so it s like what is it? it s bad. just trouble. and the thing is trouble was getting me in trouble, you know what i mean? it s like my whole life i just did all the wrong thing. you know, it s like i was just good at being bad. in verse 2, grace and peace are introduced as being from god our father and from the lord jesus christ. amen. that s based on ephesians there. during this stay at the jail cowin can t help but to also have thoughts about another
and i ll always be there for her. but as far as me and her marrying and all that, no, i can t do that. oh, man. i love jake. i ve got a new girl. that s a different type of girl, like one that i should keep and be nice to. so i m trying like to learn to be right, you know, because i really don t know. whether she is with cowin or not, mcbride will soon leave jail and must again attempt to control her drug addiction in order to raise her two children. you re going to have a seat at the usual chair to your left. her case manager has known her for two years, a span in which mcbride has been in and out of santa rye ta on various parole violations. miss mcbride has come into custody each time a different persona, a different host of problems, a different level of motivation. and how long that motivation is sustained is questionable. in order to take advantage of re-entry services offered by the county, mcbride must commit to a residential drug treatment program upon her releas
going to have an abortion. i go, you dent tell me you were pregnant, and now you re going to have the kid because i wouldn t want anything to do with you if you had an abortion. in the meantime, she also found somebody else. i claimed the kid because when i got her, she was with this other cat. you know? i kind of snatched her from him. you know, we were together while she was still with him, and there was some snake [ bleep ] really like my part. whatever, right? despite the men s uncertainty, mcbride says the father is jacob cowin. were you with trino when you met jake? come on. there s something going on there. tell me. yeah. but trino was in jail. he had gotten in a car crash and he like lost his memory or something, and like he didn t remember who i was. i was in a high-speed chase and i crashed on thornton avenue going up the freeway on the wrong way of the freeway. i guess they said there was money and dope all over the freeway. i woke up eight days later in a coma.
going to have the kid because i wouldn t want anything to do with you if you had an abortion. in the meantime, she also found somebody else. i claimed the kid really right because when i got her, she was with this other cat. you know, and like i kind of snatched her from him. you know, we were together while she was still with him, and there was some snake [ bleep ] really like my part. whatever, right? despite the men s uncertainty, mcbride says the father is jacob cowin. were you with trino when you met jake? come on. there s something going on there. tell me. yeah. but trino was in jail. he had gotten in a car crash and he like lost his memory or something, and like he didn t remember who i was. i was in a high-speed chase and i crashed on thornton avenue going up the freeway on the wrong way of the freeway. i guess they said there was money and dope all over the freeway. and i woke up eight days later in a coma. i woke up here in the clinic in santa rita. it took me abo