decision. they say no, i stay stuck here. there s only one way out of here. i m not paroling legit. i m going to leave here in a body bag. that s early parole. the last time we saw joe, he was celebrating the may 5th parole date. today there s just one problem. in terms of that may 5th release date, it s really not going to happen. i m going to be recommending that we rescind approximately 71 days of good time that was erroneously awarded to him. that s probably not going to make him very happy. have a seat, mr. sanchez. why don t we go to your office? well, my office is too small for the two of us. we can sit here. you know what? do what you want. just take 88 days. whatever the [ bleep ] you want. i don t give a [ bleep ]. mr. sanchez [ bleep ] discharge it. that s what you want to do.
i don t look out there. why? i don t look past these fences. why? because i ll never be out there. and to look out there would be to try to lust for something i ll never be able to have, to try to grasp something that i can never hold. joe was settling into his new cell after verbally abusing an officer, and he s got some good news. he s got his parole date. may 5th. cinco de mayo. i ve been doing this since 1981. in and out, in and out, in and out. nobody ever makes parole. they all come back, come back and discharge. you go right back out there again. you learn nothing. there s no rehabilitation in here. you know? you go right back out there and do the same damn thing over and over and over. without us, this man wouldn t
everything s been dismissed. everything but what you served time for, right? yeah. all right. i ll get it straightened out. all right? how much longer? you need to be out of here by 3:00 because you have to be over there by 4:00. are we going to get me out? i m working on it, joe. the clock is ticking. we have about two hours to make this happen. there s no excuse for this. i think aggravated assault, but i i think it was all included in the original arrest. it was pled out, and it wasn t closed on the computer. the problem that we had earlier with him having an open charge in valencia county, it had already been adjudicated, dismissed in the plea bargain. so that part s okay. so i m going to go let him know he s good to go.
walmart, and i was like really nervous, you know, and i go, i got to go back outside. i wasn t used to the people, the colors, hearing the kids cry in aisle four, you know, and all the noise, and the cars going by and the traffic and the airplanes. nobody forgot me. life goes on without me. you know? and it goes on. it doesn t stop for joe, you know, it goes. next, joe has it out with another staff member. [ bleep ] now, joe [ bleep ] plus, a fight breaks out in the level two dorm. i saw you on video. maybe it wasn t me.
it s all good. so they re going to be coming to take you down to the intake release area. i just want to get the hell out of this building, you know? i mean, get out on the road and and home. turn around so i can cuff you. all right. how you doing? i just want to get the hell out of the door. i don t want no more of these guys touching me or their little jewelry. joe, you re going to be transported by our transport officer directly to delancy street. i ve always gone straight out, you know, and never gone to a program. i m just going to have to take it day for day, you know? i don t want to have to rush into it right away. still, i know, i know that i put me here, but i still have a lot of anger towards these people, you know? i m requesting the shackles, chains. one last pepper spray.