i don't look out there. >> why? >> i don't look past these fences. >> why? >> because i'll never be out there. and to look out there would be to try to lust for something i'll never be able to have, to try to grasp something that i can never hold. >> joe was settling into his new cell after verbally abusing an officer, and he's got some good news. he's got his parole date. >> may 5th. cinco de mayo. i've been doing this since 1981. in and out, in and out, in and out. nobody ever makes parole. they all come back, come back and discharge. you go right back out there again. you learn nothing. there's no rehabilitation in here. you know? you go right back out there and do the same damn thing over and over and over. without us, this man wouldn't