thank you for coming by. it s okay, baby doll. did you hear that? he s so good. he is. all the time. never held my son before. never touched him, never embraced him. nothing. it s hard on both of us when he tries to reach out and grab me, he s grabbing the fiberglass and i know it s got to be difficult for him. he says, i m going to touch you. how come i can t touch you? i know. son. i can t hold him. can t help him walk. can t feed him, change his diaper, all of the things i want to do. i m just glad he s in good hands right now. come to love, father, thank you for all of your blessings. amen. amen. love you, son. okay. after visiting her son, iris