>> thank you for coming by. >> it's okay, baby doll. >> did you hear that? >> he's so good. >> he is. all the time. never held my son before. never touched him, never embraced him. nothing. it's hard on both of us when he tries to reach out and grab me, he's grabbing the fiberglass and i know it's got to be difficult for him. >> he says, i'm going to touch you. how come i can't touch you? >> i know. son. i can't hold him. can't help him walk. can't feed him, change his diaper, all of the things i want to do. i'm just glad he's in good hands right now. >> come to love, father, thank you for all of your blessings. amen. >> amen. >> love you, son. okay. >> after visiting her son, iris