that was such an important part of your married life. and now you re not there. you ve gone somewhere different and you ve left behind so much that linked you to him. yeah, i mean, ifeela bit like a floating voter, i think, after a sort of tribal loyalty to a political party. so, the landscape s different, literally different, the routine is different. but i think i realised quite early on with david was that i, there s a point where you think, well, i m going to have to face forward and stand up, stand up and face forward even. and that involves an acknowledgement of loss. and it s also involves a willingness to embrace a future without that person, which is a big deal, actually. but i sort ofjust have to do this, so. you ve said that death brought up many difficult feelings from deep within you. and i think one of them, it s fair to say, and again, you re very frank about it, is guilt. guilt about how you and david lived together. he, as you say and describe in very painful detail,
you were rooted in as the vicar of the parish with david, your partner, living in the vicarage with you. that was such an important part of your married life. and now you re not there. you ve gone somewhere different and you ve left behind so much that linked you to him. yeah. i mean, ifeela bit like a floating voter, i think, after a sort of tribal loyalty to a political party. so, the landscape s different, literally different, the routine is different. but i think i realised quite early on with david was that i, there s a point where you think, well, i m going to have to face forward and stand up, stand up and face forward even. and that involves an acknowledgement of loss. and it also involves a willingness to embrace a future without that person, which is a big deal, actually. but i sort ofjust have to do this, so. you ve said that death brought up many difficult feelings from deep within you. and i think one of them, it s fair to say, and again, you re very frank
sense of insecurity? i do. you, chelsea manning, feel that insecurity every day, even now. well, i mean, i m feeling it less because i m obviously establishing myself and having more of a more of an assertive role in my life. and now i m sort of learning how credit systems work and how how to pay rent and do, pay bills and things like that. so, like, ifeela bit more secure, but there s always. there s always a sense of like, i had more of this sense of belonging and security when i was with the inmate population in prison than than i do outside in this very alienating world where we re just constantly communicating with each other over phones or, like, interacting with it where everything feels like it s. everything feels like it s. every interaction feels like it s commodified and somehow like it s a product. and let s say and just with a thought about america, right? you signed up to serve america. as i said at the very beginning,
what tomorrow brings. i don t know what s what tomorrow. you feel a deep sense of insecurity? i do. you, chelsea manning feel that insecurity every day, even now. well, i mean, i m feeling it less because i m obviously establishing myself and having more of a more of an assertive role in my life. and now i m sort of learning how credit systems work and how how to pay rent and do pay bills and things like that. so, like, ifeela bit more secure, but there s always, secure, but there s always. there s always a sense of like i had more of this sense of belonging and security when i was with the inmate population in prison than than i do outside in this very alienating world where we re just constantly communicating with each other over phones or, like, interacting with it where everything feels like it s. everything feels like it s. every interaction feels like it s commodified and somehow like it s a product. and let s say and just with a thought about america, right?
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