i wanted people to walk alongside people who d been through the same thing. just say, what was it like for you? that was the stuff that was kind of solid. i wonder if you still feel lost in a way, because you ve done lots of important things since david died. you ve moved, the village you were rooted in as the vicar of the parish with david, your partner, living in the vicarage with you. that was such an important part of your married life. and now you re not there. you ve gone somewhere different and you ve left behind so much that linked you to him. yeah. i mean, ifeela bit like a floating voter, i think, after a sort of tribal loyalty to a political party. so, the landscape s different, literally different, the routine is different. but i think i realised quite early on with david was that i, there s a point where you think, well, i m going to have to face forward and stand up, stand up and face forward even. and that involves an acknowledgement of loss. and it s also involves a wil
and i realise now that your perception, your cognition, all that stuff goes a bit a bit haywire. the one thing in it that kind of is solid, is the experience of other widows and widowers. so that was really good. i didn t want people to tell me what i should feel, you know, there s lots of people who do that and lots of online stuff that would do that. i wanted people to walk alongside people who d been through the same thing. just say, what was it like for you? that was the stuff that was kind of solid. i wonder if you still feel lost in a way, because you ve done lots of important things since david died. you ve moved, the village you were rooted in as the vicar of the parish with david, your partner, living in the vicarage with you. that was such an important part of your married life. and now you re not there. you ve gone somewhere different and you ve left behind so much that linked you to him. yeah. i mean, ifeela bit like a floating voter, i think, after a sort of tribal loyalty
20 year old pattison kicked away from the competition to take the win in 01.48.00 seconds, ahead of defending champion wycliffe kinyama who finished second. on the track this morning, we ve seen the heats for the 400 metres. scotland s nicole yeargin and zoey clark are through to the semi finals clark going through with england sjodie williams in heat 3. england s ama pipi also won heat 4. and the british champion victoria ohuruogu who s the younger sister of 2006 commonwealth champion christine won her heat. she advances with a time of 51.34 seconds ahead of jamaica s junelle bromfield. the stadium make so much of a difference. ifeela bit the stadium make so much of a difference. ifeel a bit rusty, but hearing their home crowd cheering at the start, itjust feels great. it
the stadium make so much of a difference. ifeela bit the stadium make so much of a difference. i feel a bit rusty, the stadium make so much of a difference. ifeel a bit rusty, but hearing difference. ifeel a bit rusty, but hearing the home crowd cheering, i was at hearing the home crowd cheering, i was at the hearing the home crowd cheering, i was at the start and on the back end. was at the start and on the back end. it was at the start and on the back end, it feels great. i m doing something i ve never done before, a few niggles, but nothing serious. matt hudson smith is through to the 400 metres with him cruising to victory, we see him slowing down to little more than a jog as he crossed the line. wales sjoseph brian finishing third to reach the semis as well. it s the final day of swimming. what a games it s been for scotland s duncan scott, he s already picked up four medals to become scotland s most decorated athlete with 11 medals overall. and he s been in the men s 20
the bataclan attack that night to today and that was for me the most healing experience of all. so today and that was for me the most healing experience of all. 50 i healing experience of all. so i found some healing experience of all. so i found some answers were more than that, found some answers were more than that, i found some answers were more than that, ifeel found some answers were more than that, i feel a found some answers were more than that, ifeela bit found some answers were more than that, i feel a bit disgusted about the 13th that, i feel a bit disgusted about the 13th of november in the since it is too the 13th of november in the since it is too much. we have got it is so much is too much. we have got it is so much detail is too much. we have got it is so much detail that now i am not interested in talking about the 13th any more interested in talking about the 13th any more and i think that s the best part any more and i think that s the best art. ~