what about the attention and excitement? the thirsting for that. your life, you become a national celebrity and become someone everyone knows and all of a sudden, you want to gain that back. by doing that, gaining with excitement by luring someone in and having maybe the wrong crowd to hang out with. well, you know, as you re pointing out, it s a series of factors, you know, i think that you have to have the mindset, though. you have to have sort of that interest in the excitement and even the anti-social stuff that comes along with luring someone to a house and even if it s a botched robbery, i mean, look, so someone wound up dead as a result. she had a taste for some of this clearly. hiccups or not. let me ask you this because i m looking forward to this trial potentially. could this be the hiccup defense? no. they re not going to be able because it s causal. the hiccups comes way before this crime so they kind of they can t really lay it off and suggest that her intentions