i m alone with my own thoughts and my mind. amanda s mind ryan wild. she feared she would be right. then one day, it kept or entered her room. it turns out your fears were defined? he did cross that line and my worst fears were realized. and my whole experience in captivity really changed. somehow, she held on. and then one night, amanda was jostled awake and driven out into the desert alone. what happened next was terrifying. they brought me over two and a cache a tree. they had me neil. my hell had just was pulled back and there was a surrey knife. the ruthless kidnappers told a desperate amanda she only had three minutes to plead for her life. with her traumatized mother on the other end of the call. if you guys don t p $1