i'm alone with my own thoughts and my mind. >> amanda's mind ryan wild. she feared she would be right. then one day, it kept or entered her room. it turns out your fears were defined? >> he did cross that line and my worst fears were realized. and my whole experience in captivity really changed. >> somehow, she held on. and then one night, amanda was jostled awake and driven out into the desert alone. what happened next was terrifying. >> they brought me over two and a cache a tree. they had me neil. my hell had just was pulled back and there was a surrey knife. >> the ruthless kidnappers told a desperate amanda she only had three minutes to plead for her life. with her traumatized mother on the other end of the call. >> if you guys don't p $1