[highpitched rewind whine] [projector humming] i grew up as a bigheaded baby in seattle, moved to nicaragua when i was three, made friends with parrots and sloths. Moved back to Washington State when i was five, learned to play the bassoon. Moved to illinois and joined the drama club, and eventually, i landed in los angeles as dunder mifflins assistant to the regional manager. Please welcome rainn wilson. Rainn wilson. Yet for all my success, my wife and son, whom i love, a nice house, people tattooing my face on their feet. [beeping, whirring] [sighs] youd think id be happier. [upbeat music] but like so many others, i struggle. To find fulfillment. Amy. To find true joy. I need to be honest with you all. Its just ive been going through a really hard time recently on a number of different levels, and ive been feeling a little bit low, a little bit less than, a little depressed and humbled and lost these days. And so ive churned through countless therapists and selfhelp books. Ive tried
- of course. of course that s it. [gothic rock playing] as someone who has dealt with his share of depression beginning in my teens and rearing its ugly head time and time again in the years to come, i understand how difficult it can be to talk about. - [singing in icelandic] - it s a sobering reminder that even in the supposedly happiest of happy places, life is never just a montage of stunning landscapes and cuddly sheep. it s hard, no matter where you live.