i m not agnostic. i know you re catholic. i believe in god, the but just to clear up. on this fleem, from the film and then we ll pick you back up. we re always look for proof, certainly. question is, what on earth would we do if we found it? we. oh, yes. the time when we experience a total loss of hate, days, months, when i don t know what the hell i believe in god or the devil, santa claus or tinkerbell, and yet there s something that keep scraping away inside me. seems like god s fingernail. finally i can take no more of the pain, then i get shoved out from the darkness, back into the light. how much of that is you? that s all me. that s what i thought. you put that in there, didn t you? yeah. is that because you actually that s really what