orosco pays for commissary from money put on his books, a debit account funded by family members, including the one person to whom he feels closest. my biggest thing is my mom. she is always there for me. she says i am her child regardless. three doritos. she has never neglected me or said i don t want you to be gay. that s everything. but she has always kept that in my head that you know it is not right. you know the way you are living is not right. and you know it is not godly. and you know that in the end you are going to pay for it. deep inside i know it is true. i know it is not right. but do i think that i will go to heaven when i pass away? part of me wants to believe it.
though eloy orosco is housed with the masculine group, he was once classified as feminine at an earlier stay at bexar county. this time around i butched up a little bit and said i was masculine. and they put me in the masculine group. i don t want to be with a bunch of drama queens and girls. i m trying to be with the masculine group, with the boys. starting at age 16, orosco has been in and out of the bexar county jail. he was recently convicted for burglary and is back now after violating parole. orosco believes his experience in jail has made him a leader in his unit. a lot of people look up to me and come to me for advice. they know that i am in and out of the system. in some cases the emotions get lost. as far as in the system. maybe you ought to try to go back to the law library and get
i think i am superman. she called the police and said that i was going to hurt her and wouldn t stop until i got her. so they got me for a terroristic threat. in a few days i will have a revocational hearing where they will decide whether they send me back to prison or reinstate me on parole. orosco is entitled to make the case in the hearing, but his sister-in-law is also invited to testify. if my sister-in-law shows up. i am guilty. because i am a repeat offender and because i ve been incarcerated so many times, my word is really not not trustworthy. with my sister-in-law, you never know. she is unpredictable. so with my luck she will show and i ll go back to prison. i guess i leave it in god s hand and see what happens. coming up was anyone subpoenaed to be here for the hearing today? eloy orosco finds out if his sister-in-law will testify against him. but first going with the mexican mafia was only supposed to be a temporary thing. i didn t know that was supposed
while many things broke his way during the parole hearing, the end result was not what orosco had hoped for. what the parole office has recommended, isf, i m not too happy with. rather than reinstate his parole, the board decided to send orosco to an intermediate sanction facility, a halfway house, that provides drug counseling to parole violators, for a period of six months to one year. the hearing did, however, allow orosco to continue an important illusion. i m happy my mother didn t find out today that i was using pills. that would break her heart. she just wants to believe that i m doing good
write me, like show me, show me your penis and all this stuff like that. i am like, okay, whoa, back up. i m not like that. little do they know that i am straight. bexar county don t really care. beauchamp says most inmates here have been respectful of his sexuality. eloy, he is very flamboyant. come up to me and give me a massage or something like that. he wouldn t go too far. he knew i was straight. no. a lot of people were saying there was something going on between me and him. i could have messed around with him if i wanted to. of course, you get a straight guy walking in the door, everybody is saying, well nobody has had him. i want him. i want to be the first. but these days, eloy orosco has bigger concerns than jail house relationships. he recently violated his parole after testing positive for drugs and threatening his sister-in-law with violence. i told her i was going to beat her up. i become a little bit violent speaking once pills and drugs and alcohol take plac