second explosion happened. and you don t you don t remember any of this at this point? no, sir. in fact, doug was probably the first pen i had gotten in contact with after i got to the hospital. i didn t know where i was working at the time, you know, when i started really after i saw my family, and that s okay. it s hard for all of you. it s tough to talk about. it s very hard. they helped me out of there. so you heard that brent was