contrast that with what happens when you stick a spike in your arm. and why wouldn t you. so i had this picture in my head when i got the phone call that my daughter s father had been in the accident and i had just had a c-section and they come in with this needle to give me ativan, and all i needed was a hug. i needed someone to give me a hug and say, i care about you, kaitlyn, and everything s going to be okay. i ll tell you something really shameful about myself. the first time i shot up, i looked at myself in the mirror with a big grin. something was missing in me, whether it was a self-image situation, whether it was a character flaw. i came up with a stable family in the suburbs, i had a lot of advantages. there was some dark genie inside me that i very much hesitate to call a disease that led me to dope. i didn t have anyone else who
the first time i shot up, i looked at myself in the mirror with a big grin. you know, something was missing in me, whether it was a self-image situation, whether it was a character flaw. i came from a stable family, the suburbs. i had a lot of advantages. there was some darkness inside of me that i hesitate to call a disease that led me to dope. i didn t have anyone else to talk me out of what i was doing. an intervention wouldn t have worked. i didn t have a child. i have a seven-year-old daughter now who i never would have thought. i looked in a mirror, and i i saw somebody worth saving, or that i wanted to at least try real hard and save. you know, anybody can find themselves very easily in this situation. and, you know, i look back on that, and i think about what
really shameful about myself. the first time i shot up, i looked at myself in the mirror with a big grin. something was missing in me, whether it was a self-image situation, whether it was a character flaw. i came up with a stable family in the suburbs, i had a lot of advantages. there was some dark genie inside me that i very much hesitate to call a disease that led me to dope. i didn t have anyone else who could have talked me out of what i was doing. an intervention wouldn t have worked. i didn t have a child. i have a 7-year-old daughter now who i never would have had. i never would have thought. i looked in a mirror, and i saw somebody worth saving, or at least that i wanted to try real hard to save. anybody can find themself very easily in this situation. and, you know, i look back on
stairs college, on top of it. next thing i know i m on these prescriptions, that s where it all began for me. what are the odds you re what are the odds you re going to own a house? what s the odds you re going to have a nice car? any car? a place to live, all that stuff? seems less and less likely all the time. contrast that with what happens when you stick a spike in your arm. and why wouldn t you. so i had this picture in my head when i got the phone call that my daughter s father had been in the accident and i had just had a c-section and they come in with this needle to give me ativan, and all i needed was a hug. i needed someone to give me a hug and say, i care about you, kaitlyn, and everything s going to be okay. i ll tell you something really shameful about myself. the first time i shot up, i looked at myself in the mirror with a big grin. something was missing in me, whether it was a self-image situation, whether it was a character flaw.
been in the accident and i had just had a c-section and they come in with this needle to give me ativan, and all i needed was a hug. i needed someone to give me a hug and say, i care about you, kaitlyn, and everything s going to be okay. i ll tell you something really shameful about myself. the first time i shot up, i looked at myself in the mirror with a big grin. something was missing in me, whether it was a self-image situation, whether it was a character flaw. i came up with a stable family in the suburbs, i had a lot of advantages. there was some dark genie inside me that i very much hesitate to call a disease that led me to dope. i didn t have anyone else who could have talked me out of what i was doing. an intervention wouldn t have worked. i didn t have a child. i have a 7-year-old daughter now