sort of sad fate in store for me but i'm hoping i won't face criminal charges. >> reporter: there you have it. as you know, the kremlin, president putin has criminalized any protest, much less calling it a war or an invasion. and you saw that very clearly the word "war" was written. she has been find for unauthorized public event. but she said she had to do it. even her own mother believed the propaganda. she said she just had to do it and insisted others in the state media have the position as well. many just kind of get on to it. they have to pay their rent, mortgages. but this is causing internal dissent. >> she found the courage.