the music! so... is the 10%! right. so, the 90%, which i guess is about the ritual, the putting on of the dinner suit before the performance, of sort of making the big entrance, all of the grandiosity of it, none of that appeals to your ego? and what certainly doesn't is this idea of power. power is something i don't like. iwould... ..i feel sometimes that the way conductors work with musicians is that, "i tell you what to do," this sort of thing, urgh... ..it doesn't appeal to me. and sometimes when i saw