up being ignored because we're trying to finish something by the end of this month or next month, and people feel like their protests are fruitless. so turns out there were others at enron that went before me, too, and they were ignored. >> neil: the argument was we all have to be on the same page, and they questioned your argument that what they're doing is illegal. so i'm thinking, there's sharon at enron screaming that this isn't kosher, more or less, got some serious issues, but that everyone had to get the same talking points out there. some of them i'm going to give th the doubt didn't think what they were doing was illegal but they knew you were not going with the flow and you were being disruptive. right? >> and also, for someone like me, i came forward because i felt also if what i said, enron might implode because of accounting scandals. i was concerned whiff whether the company would exist.