own videos with kurt cobain. you say you ywrote the chapter about kurt cobain last. that must have been hard. yeah, i was scared to write it. the book is it is written in short story format. so they re, like, little glimpses of different times in my life. and i knew that that was a really important part of the story. but i was i also sort of knew what people might expect me to write or what they wanted me to write. and rather than write something that was, like, you know, logistical or practical, i wanted to write more about loss. and mourning. and what it is like to process grief and how you everyone does it differently. and you sort of do it differently for each person. so it really that it was the thing i wrote. i finally locked the door and spent two days letting it all out. and i did. and for you, dealing with