the emotional effect is starting to take a little bit more place now but i m i m doing good. well, that s oddly enough, that s what i was going to ask you. i m not sure if you heard the doctor on before us talking about the stages of grief and i m sure all of you are going through that, clint. you said it s become emotional. at the beginning it was you needed to survive and take care of yourself and now what s going on? just i don t know. you know, talking about it helps and, you know, you kind of get to the point where you get tired of talking about it. i do want to thank before we get off here the two or three gentlemen that helped me. i don t know if i ll ever be able to find them. i know they were in a v.i.p. tower. and transported me to umc medical center. if you re out there, please get ahold of me. i owe you my life and definitely if not my life, my leg. i ve had several doctors tell me