and they give us 50 round trips tickets a year to search for missing lovered ones. and we used 31, 32 of those tickets. when they are gone we have to purchase our own tickets. the resources that were used. san jose baez said she was never missing. we feel terribly used and abused. i made a promise to god and to laura that i would never leave a family alone if there is anything we can possibly do and we ll walk to the gates of hell for these families. but i think we have been put through hell weather anthonys. if there is any way we can recover of any our expenses to help that next family we are in the economic time in history. and donations are basically zero. but the phone calls still keep coming in for families that do need us.