before the fires got to before we realized how bad it was, you know, i was on air. and taking different advisories from officials about road closures and, you know, how the roads were shut down and, in the meantime, realizing as i looked at traffic maps and talking with producers, my gosh, that is the first of all, it was hit not as bad as west maui. first of all, seeing my childhood home get hit that way. second, getting to the worst part is reporting on, okay, guys, you are not allowed to get into west maui because of this and then seeing where the gist of this was taking place at, realizing that s where my grandmother s family kind have their roots in. and i remember as a child playing at the very house that sadly was lost. so as you both know, when you are getting news and something personal happens, you still have to maintain that composure and still report.