how beautiful she was. but only few of them of you know how good she was. and you had charles manson himself. the charismatic leader of the family who didn t show any remorse or any respect for the system. are you all happy with your courts? yes. am i happy? yes. it s your court. wouldn t accept it. the problem is he did not physically participate in these murders but only manson had a mottive to commit these murders. that was helter skelter. they thought the white man would turn against the black man if a black man committed these murders. manson first saw the black man would win this war. he said the black man would not be able to handle the reins of power so we had to look at those who survived from helter skelter, in other words, turn it over to charles manson and his family. when the words helter skelter were first said. man san sat through all this saying nothing but today he had an x scratched in his forehead. it is his way of say he has x d hims