pain and suffering through it all it s like in the video phone up don t break me. it s a. chance. i m not ok his fans had really had such an intimate insight into his life. it s been so much we re going to. i m not someone who goes out in public don t you nobody s ever seen me with a partner i don t do that that s a personal thing for me then i m very private and the only thing i do is music and so of course our writes about my life and this know what the choice.