Particular darkness. I constantly followed kevin. The minute hes three feet away from, he is gone. Its like hes gone in the dark. Then a light, just a flash, really. A car in the distance. The kidnappers seemed terrified by a, and gerfa was ripped by a fear more terrible than any in her life. Immediately, someone stood really close to kevin, and i saw that silver rifle, the tip of it, just went close to his forehead, and at that point, i just realized, i was like. Oh, my gosh, i might lose my son that night. Coming up youre ready to die . I was ready. I said lord, thank you for the beautiful family you gave me. I said, if you want me to come home, im ready. When dateline continues